Does anyone have any info on Wayfaerer? He has not been here since Dec 29th, I fear the worst.
I gave him all my contact info but he never reached out. Maybe he wanted to spare me the trauma that would result if I was with him in his final days. He is that type of person. Probably the closest person to me on this forum, excluding Marquis. One of the top six people I ever met on this site, others being @Marquis, @esse_est_percipi , GPE (ironically enough, lol), @Hass and @Aap.
We worked great together, and he never caused a single negative thought or emotion in me, which is a rarity. In my darkest days, very often you were my shining light, @Wayfaerer I hope you are happy and free. Either way, I will never forget you. Fuck, I am starting to tear up. You are the last suicidal person I am ever getting close to, but if we met in different circumstances and I found out about your suicidal ideation along the way, I would still do my best to try to help you as much as I could. I really, really miss you. I talk to many people who think like we do, but none of them is like you. We met here and that puts us in an extreme minority. We are a true minority anyway. Not a lot of Aristocrats of the Spirit are still around. I wish you embraced a more Nietzschean outlook, but no point in mentioning that if you are not reading this. You made me very happy and less alone in the moments when I was just 8 hours of fasting away from death. I will never forget that. You saved my life, and more importantly, my "soul" (in the Evolian sense). Like I said before, love you to death, my brother. I never knew your name or what you looked like, which state you were from, but that did not matter at all. I got to know your essence which I found beautiful because it is the same as mine.
Caring for some people can impoverish us, but caring for you really enriched me. You are a one in a gorrillion type of guy. Be free. xo