Urgent!!!!

[KMS74381996]

I am in hospital now. In the emergency department. Long story but I'm on a 72 hr hold. I want to die before they can take me inpatient.
I have an ice pack that I thought about breaking open and taking. I have a cup in my room so I can pour it in they won't notice. I have half a curtain closed and I'm sitting in the chair where they can't see me. I also unplugged the tv The cord is very long and it's where they can't see me I thought about just tying that around my neck and covering up because I have blankets, and letting it happen, but will that even have work?I know it's hard but is it possible? Any other suggestions?

 

[been_there]

why are u in emerhency

 

[TimeToDie]

Calm down. Play their game & tell them all what they want to hear and then in 3 days you'll be out to try again...with a good plan that has a very high probability of working.

 

[KMS74381996]

why are u in emerhency

I was dead set on ending my life today and still am. I disappeared for the entire day. I left a note on my bed in my room it was found. I found out they were looking for me. I was going to the river to jump in weighed down with weights. I wanted to cut before numbing so I sat in an abandoned shack and cut myself for hours from head to toe. That part was for suffering. Then I realized that I wasn't going to be able to make it to the river without being caught because I was on foot and close to my house. I had nothing but a box cutter with a dull blade that wouldn't kill me. So I called on myself. I begged them to just arrest me. I cant fake it for 72 hrs. I literally need to do something anyway

 

[whyidon'tknow]

That sounds awful. Wishing you the best

 

[been_there]

Man, whagta load of pissing about. Jumpings the way. Just do their bollox holiday for a few days.

 

[Rez_MbChB]

None of that will work trust me, best thong is to lie through your teeth and try again with a better plan (if you still want to die)

 

[KMS74381996]

I just swallowed one ice pack insides. Working on second now wish me luck and I've got a noose tied from the tv.

 

[whyidon'tknow]

Idk about this man. Aren't they going to check on you soon?

 

[not_a_robot]

I am in hospital now. In the emergency department. Long story but I'm on a 72 hr hold. I want to die before they can take me inpatient.
I have an ice pack that I thought about breaking open and taking. I have a cup in my room so I can pour it in they won't notice. I have half a curtain closed and I'm sitting in the chair where they can't see me. I also unplugged the tv The cord is very long and it's where they can't see me I thought about just tying that around my neck and covering up because I have blankets, and letting it happen, but will that even have work?I know it's hard but is it possible? Any other suggestions?

lucky duck. when i go to psych hold they confiscate all possessions and leave me only pajamas. I have to beg for shampoo and tampons, can't touch any belongings. Have to share a prison payphone on the ward, monitored, only line to the outside world.
I mean if I was allowed my phone and some earplugs, I would stay on their psych wards for months, fucking with Drs heads (insured for it).

 

[LMFAO FOCKERS]

Honestly it doesnt sound like @KMS74381996 is getting out in 72 hours if you're all cut up and found with a razor. But trying to off yourself in a hospital is a bad idea. There will be nurses in there every few minutes to check on you. Keep it up and they will strap you down to the bed.. You don't want that.

 

[hybridtheory]

damn inpatient fucking sucks
hope you find a way out of it

 

[not_a_robot]

good luck btw

 

[Theon]

The hospital is the WORST place to try and do yourself in. You will get caught. You will be stopped. And then those 72 hours will turn into much, much longer. Wait till you get out of psych hospital.

 

[been_there]

Inpatient now. What fun...

 

[dreamsofdestruction]

I just swallowed one ice pack insides. Working on second now wish me luck and I've got a noose tied from the tv.

Oof, this isn't going to end well. Hope you can calm down a bit eventually and make a new plan.

Or maybe actually get the help you need, I mean I don't know you...

 

[Codieb1]

The human body is extremely resilient. Unless you could do something IMMEDIATE to cause extreme damage to your brain, you're completely out of luck. No matter what you do, you'll fall unconscious long before you're dead. Making it obvious is only going to get yourself in more trouble; you're gonna get counselling, pills, and the worst thing of all: your family alerted to try to help. I would advise going along with this hospital visit and trying again when you get out. Being more careful next time

 

[21Neberg]

I am in hospital now. In the emergency department. Long story but I'm on a 72 hr hold. I want to die before they can take me inpatient.
I have an ice pack that I thought about breaking open and taking. I have a cup in my room so I can pour it in they won't notice. I have half a curtain closed and I'm sitting in the chair where they can't see me. I also unplugged the tv The cord is very long and it's where they can't see me I thought about just tying that around my neck and covering up because I have blankets, and letting it happen, but will that even have work?I know it's hard but is it possible? Any other suggestions?

I'm sorry you're going through this, but I can almost guarantee that any suicide attempt in the hospital will fail. You should try to find the strength to pretend everything is OK for the next couple of days in the ward, after which you are free to attempt if you want. Stay strong, you'll get through this.

 

[Final Escape]

lucky duck. when i go to psych hold they confiscate all possessions and leave me only pajamas. I have to beg for shampoo and tampons, can't touch any belongings. Have to share a prison payphone on the ward, monitored, only line to the outside world.
I mean if I was allowed my phone and some earplugs, I would stay on their psych wards for months, fucking with Drs heads (insured for it).

Funny how they treat the suicidal or troubled people as criminals. I'm guessing it's because the state considers us slaves and the rulers consider us to be commiting a crime against the state by shortening our taxable value to them. My only guess as to why suicidal persons are treated this way. We are merely tax live stock to the bankers.