Update

[inaminute]

So since my SN arrived yesterday and as such I've taken the decision to protect my source and will no longer reply to messages asking for it, I have woken up today feeling lighter and seeing past my nose which is rare, my mind has decided to give me a break, currently I'm sat in my car waiting to sign in to work for a few hours because I live paycheck to paycheck which is really about paying for damn Christmas off and clearing my credit cards up, so if I do end up CTBing soon there's funds to pay for my funeral. I asked mods to remove a couple of my posts which have been taken down, I was so blinkered that I was gently reminded by a nice member here that prolifers hang and lurk and may even go so far as inform my source which could shut it down for other people looking for a peaceful end.

The point being just having possession of such power has actually calmed me down, something my medicine cabinet of a Hodge podge mix of psych meds can't even do. I hope if you're still looking for SN you're as successful as me!

Have a good weekend.
~inaminute

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand why you'd feel so relieved just to have the option of SN. But anyway best wishes.

 

[mortuarymary]

Thinking of you and a brave brave choice.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Having the chosen method at hand is relieving. I wish you all the best with your plan.

 

[rozeske]

Am happy for you. It's a testimony of other members as well that having it at hand gives you a peace of mind. Good call on the anti-Suicides, there is a lot more of them lurking around

 

[betternever2havbeen]

The point being just having possession of such power has actually calmed me down, something my medicine cabinet of a Hodge podge mix of psych meds can't even do. I hope if you're still looking for SN you're as successful as me!

That is exactly how I'll feel if I get SN. I totally understand what you mean. It gives me great anxiety knowing the walls are closing in on the SN method, to have some would be amazing. Just gotta bite the bullet and risk ordering it now I think. I felt secure knowing it was a legal product and no restrictions would happen which is why I procrastinated on buying it months ago. I guess the Kenneth Law case fudged all that. Can't believe it went from being so easy to get to almost impossible, especially in the UK.

I asked mods to remove a couple of my posts which have been taken down, I was so blinkered that I was gently reminded by a nice member here that prolifers hang and lurk and may even go so far as inform my source which could shut it down for other people looking for a peaceful end.

Oh yeah they're on here looking for sources to get them shut down. Glad you are being careful and protecting the source, I think that's a good call. Everyone should be careful, check history if you can and don't give to brand new members.

It sounds like you're taking time to think now you've got the SN and I think that's a really good idea. I hope you stick around here and things improve for you. And if not you've always got the SN there as a last resort. Wish you the best!

 

[inaminute]

That is exactly how I'll feel if I get SN. I totally understand what you mean. It gives me great anxiety knowing the walls are closing in on the SN method, to have some would be amazing. Just gotta bite the bullet and risk ordering it now I think. I felt secure knowing it was a legal product and no restrictions would happen which is why I procrastinated on buying it months ago. I guess the Kenneth Law case fudged all that. Can't believe it went from being so easy to get to almost impossible, especially in the UK.


Oh yeah they're on here looking for sources to get them shut down. Glad you are being careful and protecting the source, I think that's a good call. Everyone should be careful, check history if you can and don't give to brand new members.

It sounds like you're taking time to think now you've got the SN and I think that's a really good idea. I hope you stick around here and things improve for you. And if not you've always got the SN there as a last resort. Wish you the best!

Your words mean alot thanks and I do feel I found my people here

 

[goblin99]

the Kenneth Law case

I had never heard of that case before now. That poor man he helped so many folks CTB and got charged with murdering them

 

[inaminute]

I had never heard of that case before now. That poor man he helped so many folks CTB and got charged with murdering them

The legal questions outweigh his motive to profit Vs helping I think

 

[dinosavr]

I had never heard of that case before now. That poor man he helped so many folks CTB and got charged with murdering them

Well he probably pretty much did it for the money. SN was ridiculously overpriced there.

 

[goblin99]

The legal questions outweigh his motive to profit Vs helping I think

Well he probably pretty much did it for the money. SN was ridiculously overpriced there.

Eh, fair. Still, even if it was only for profit, I'm sure the folks who bought from him were grateful for it.