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TryAndStopMe

Oblivion is preferable.
Jul 21, 2024
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Hello everyone. It's been too long. I have been living it up before I go. Drugs, drinks, women, men I've enjoyed the finer things in life since last I posted. It has been an awesome time, but as I expected. I still want to CTB.

I am glad I had fun before continuing. My time is running out though. My fiancé is staring to get suspicious, and I'm running out of funds.

Also don't worry I am not using anything from our shared accounts or her accounts to pay for my adventures.

One of the more fun and inter interesting encounters was hooking up with married couple a few years older than me.

Currently my only regret is not starting this downward spiral sooner, it's been a hell of a good time.

I still need to work out some kinks of the method to CTB, but if all else fails I will use my parents' 1911 when they are out of town, which is not ideal. Having to leave on someone else's terms.
I want to do it. I want to do it when I want to and not at the whims of a situation.

I will make more posts about CTB soon.

Much love,
TryAndStopMe
 

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