Venting Up all night because of how much I wanna die

[L9 CHOCOIRL]

Anyone else get this? I straight up can not sleep because of how much I'm thinking about end everything

 

[OreosAndDeath]

I get you, recently I've been having to dose myself on whatever sleeping pills I have stockpiled and whatever I can get my doctor to prescribe me just to be able to pass out so I'm not just lamenting my existence. Shit's awful because the next day I just feel pathetic that even sleep has become too difficult for me.

 

[L9 CHOCOIRL]

I get you, recently I've been having to dose myself on whatever sleeping pills I have stockpiled and whatever I can get my doctor to prescribe me just to be able to pass out so I'm not just lamenting my existence. Shit's awful because the next day I just feel pathetic that even sleep has become too difficult for me.

Glad I'm not alone, I've been in bed for 40 minutes unable to get any shut eye thinking about dying, don't have any sleeping pills whatsoever

 

[tiger b]

Tonight I can't sleep because I'm hungry...but yeah, I get you.

 

[L9 CHOCOIRL]

Tonight I can't sleep because I'm hungry...but yeah, I get you.

Chug a ton of water, it helps.

 

[tiger b]

I'll be up all night pissing hahaha

It's hard getting quality sleep at the best of times.

 

[TiredTurtle]

Yeah I understand how you feel, I was awake for nearly 3 days last week until I got a hold of some sleeping pills to turn my brain off, I'm scared about what I'm going to do when I run out of pills

 

[NeedAnEscape]

It's so hard to sleep with the never ending burdens of existence. I'm usually in a constant state of stress that keeps me up most of the night to begin with. But, in the few moments of reprieve that I do have, I find myself staring up at the ceiling, feeling unbearably numb. I just want to do something about the pain, but the society I live in chains me to a life of despair.