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Comaa

Comaa

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Jul 26, 2026
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I'm genuinely so exhausted of living, but the uncertainty of success keeps me alive. I wish someone could just hit me with a bus or something, but knowing me, I'd probably just step aside and watch it pass by, because my survival instinct overrdies my genuine unwillingness to live, and I am ashamed of it.
I don't know what to do anymore, and I don't know why I am posting this. I guess I just have this rare need to pour my thoughts somewhere currently.
 
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