Sammie_com.sanrio
Stuck here
- Apr 7, 2023
- 167
I really hate life right now. It's been 358 attempts of ctb and I'm going to die alone in 5 months. I really love one of my friends sm but they'll never like me back the same way and they've told me. To me they're the reason I'm still alive, I wake up in pain but seeing them makes everything better. To them I'm just a friend that they see very little. They keep talking about their boyfriend that's online except I could do so much for them I'd literally do anything. But no matter how much I'll always like someone who'll never love me back and I know I'll end up dying alone in a few months. I wish they could know how much I love them. I don't feel human anymore and I feel like if I can't feel anything I might just peel my skin off. I wonder if I can just cut it and peel it off my face, I hate it so much I just wish I looked better and maybe someone would love me. I hate how they keep leading me on, giving me physical affection and everything until I ask and then suddenly I'm nothing.
