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Light Dreamer
Also a dedicated rain enjoyer
- Dec 4, 2023
- 29
I've always had this irrational idea that if I could find a person with similar issues to mine (mostly mental health state) that I could form a meaningful connection with them, one where both us could help each other improve, overcome our shortcomings and push each other forward. I feel like people can understand people in pain and despair much better if they themselves have felt this way. I've always had trouble accepting any sort of help, mostly because I have a deeply rooted belief that I do not deserve it and that it isn't my right to inconvinience people but if I could help someone recover then I think I could accept their help in turn without feeling terrible about myself. I don't want to ruin someones day with talk of how I actually have suicidal thoughts on a daily basis and that I feel like life is a cruel joke but if that someone were to feel the same way I'd find opening up much easier. If they are already sad, I can either make them happy or idk, maybe we could be sad together?