
edu0z
carried away by a moonlight shadow
- Aug 25, 2021
- 552
I had a month to kill myself before I started college. I am so useless, that not even dedicating every second of my day to planning it I could carry it out. I didn't have the courage to do it, and when I finally tried... Fail.
College starts tomorrow... I have to take all my things and move to a boarding school with hundreds of people... it is impossible to commit suicide in such a place... I'm so lost.
I don't know what to do... I'm desperate... it only occurs to me to escape and throw myself from some building but here the buildings are not so big
I am so useless and so cowardly... I just want it all to end, close my eyes and disappear... Why should we stay alive if we don't want to?
College starts tomorrow... I have to take all my things and move to a boarding school with hundreds of people... it is impossible to commit suicide in such a place... I'm so lost.
I don't know what to do... I'm desperate... it only occurs to me to escape and throw myself from some building but here the buildings are not so big
I am so useless and so cowardly... I just want it all to end, close my eyes and disappear... Why should we stay alive if we don't want to?