unfuckingreal

[rikakawaii]

this can't be real right? like any of this. i don't understand. i see no end goal and no end because i lack any knowledge of what comes after. everyday repeats and adds up until another year has passed. i feel so disconnected. despite not knowing what comes after i have decided that suicide is my destiny as i do not wish to be institutionalized.

please. i need SN. I had a source and ORDERED it for a hundred fucking dollars but my dumb inpatient ass put like one wrong number in the address so it wasn't delivered and got stuck. now that source is banned and i feel an even more desperate urge to escape. a source is needed PLEASE

 

[Elsie]

I can't help but good luck

 

[MiMif]

this can't be real right? like any of this. i don't understand. i see no end goal and no end because i lack any knowledge of what comes after. everyday repeats and adds up until another year has passed. i feel so disconnected. despite not knowing what comes after i have decided that suicide is my destiny as i do not wish to be institutionalized.

please. i need SN. I had a source and ORDERED it for a hundred fucking dollars but my dumb inpatient ass put like one wrong number in the address so it wasn't delivered and got stuck. now that source is banned and i feel an even more desperate urge to escape. a source is needed PLEASE

I love ur pfp

 

[melonpan]

Partial + Jumping are both usually the most accessible actions for people. I'd link the pinned threads but it doesn't let me on my phone, probably an issue on my end.

That aside, life is really funny in that it makes you stressed about the unpredictable nature of it and at the same time, dread every passing day because of how 'predictably mundane' it is. I get it.

Also I like ur user and pfp WDEP