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deadmanwalking1990

deadmanwalking1990

Student
Nov 16, 2025
129
Why do people who dont wanna die get F accidentally and die,but us who wanna die cant,why do people who dont wanna die get in car accidents and die but i cant,why do young people full of life get cancer and die young but i can.WHY FUCKIN WHY is this life so unfair?
 
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CaptainSunshine!

CaptainSunshine!

Member
Oct 29, 2025
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To be honest, random death doesn't sound that pleasant. I could get hit by a car and not actually die. Just live with a bad hip for the rest of my life. Even if I did die, it would probably be painful.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
45,903
I understand as all I want to be gone, I just want to never suffer in this cruel, torturous and deeply undesirable existence I always saw as a mistake ever again and I always suffer so much from being trapped in this existence, I only envy those who are no longer burdened with this existence.
 
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deadmanwalking1990

deadmanwalking1990

Student
Nov 16, 2025
129
To be honest, random death doesn't sound that pleasant. I could get hit by a car and not actually die. Just live with a bad hip for the rest of my life. Even if I did die, it would probably be painful.
Well if you get hit by a car its not a random death,its an random accident bro,im talking bout people who died
I understand as all I want to be gone, I just want to never suffer in this cruel, torturous and deeply undesirable existence I always saw as a mistake ever again and I always suffer so much from being trapped in this existence, I only envy those who are no longer burdened with this existence.
Well you are here for 5 years on this page,so i think you are stronger than you think,there is no way im gonns be here in 5 years
 
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Ligottian

Enlightened
Dec 19, 2021
1,161
I strongly suspect "the unfairness of life" is a big reason many want to CTB.
 
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Gonk

Gonk

failed perfectionist
Oct 20, 2024
22
Why we even consider fairness of life? Perhaps the thought of fairness should be a part of life is the exact trap. The little child learnt that instinct always chases it until death.

I mean why? Chasing fairness, expecting things to be right is painful. Worse, it is a disadvantage, it turns out we not only need to be hardworking and moticated but also b#stard and manipulative to get things we want. I never saw honesty makes friendships, for instance. Nor I saw well-deserved people die but innocent ones suffers and die, in mines, in battlefields, in accidents so those hypocrites making the majority could live.
 
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