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ditzydoo

ditzydoo

i’m full of hate and i love it
Feb 8, 2026
15
every time i drink i feeo so amzing but simultaneously want to CTB
for context i feel like i can only feel emotion when im drunk hecause im so autistic i need it to become a human being
i feel so sure of myself when tipsy / drunk unlike when im sober
i just wish i could always feel like this im mot super fucked up right now but i feel so i could cry
 
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chloeburbank

chloeburbank

Cat
Jan 30, 2026
54
i feel like im just horrible to be around unless i smoke weed or a cigarette. then it wears off and i wake up super sad the next day
 
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