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not that they are the whole reason for the suicidal thinking but just add some fuel to these thoughts
mine are: small boobs
and eye contact OMGAGAGGAFAFS i hate eye contact so much
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LonelyMe, finnago, Namelesa and 12 others
Because I am fat and can never lose weight since I always eat so much and never have enough activity for it. I'm not even that fat it is so shallow I have always wished I was skinny since I was a kid though.
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finnago, Zhendou, Redacted24 and 2 others
Because I am fat and can never lose weight since I always eat so much and never have enough activity for it. I'm not even that fat it is so shallow I have always wished I was skinny since I was a kid though.
Because I am fat and can never lose weight since I always eat so much and never have enough activity for it. I'm not even that fat it is so shallow I have always wished I was skinny since I was a kid though.
The trick to weight loss is the diet itself, not any activity. People have become lean sitting at home on their couch or chair.
Eating in a healthy way that's sustainable and that keeps you lean can be a huge struggle, though, especially if you are easily prone to addictions and/or suffer from mental health..
Even for me personally I want to get lean again instead of skinny fat, but I have a habit of binge eating a lot, so even though I exercise for hours a day it doesn't matter as I can eat 8000kcal in a few hours if I let myself go.
It's not your fault, though. It's society that has made it too easy to get awful food and made those awful foods too addicting and enticing to eat, sadly.
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davidtorez, finnago, galaxid and 4 others
Feel you on that. In my case I use my youth as aid to cope and survive in life.. I also dress in childish clothes as that also helps me cope.
But when I get old and wrinkly and things? Maybe I can still dress if I dare, but I cannot get the other benefits anymore.. Really worried about that... It's often on my mind but nobody understands because it's the norm for people to look adult from an early age ig.
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finnago, Mooncry, Zhendou and 1 other person
Feel you on that. In my case I use my youth as aid to cope and survive in life.. I also dress in childish clothes as that also helps me cope.
But when I get old and wrinkly and things? Maybe I can still dress if I dare, but I cannot get the other benefits anymore.. Really worried about that... It's often on my mind but nobody understands because it's the norm for people to look adult from an early age ig.
Haha, thank you! <3 I love being childish and never letting that side of myself go. It's one of the only true joys I have in life, so why would I squash it just to fit in..? ^^'
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not that they are the whole reason for the suicidal thinking but just add some fuel to these thoughts
mine are: small boobs
and eye contact OMGAGAGGAFAFS i hate eye contact so much
My main reason for wanting to commit suicide is that I've largely lost the ability to concentrate and reflect on a subject, something that from the outside will undoubtedly be seen as a pretty stupid reason to cease living.
Learning things was (still is) my deepest interest in life, the thing I care the most. Without it, I find no reasons to keep going (I enjoy other things, but it's not the same).
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unscrewedmoon999, elkheart, davidtorez and 5 others
im actually just bored. and nothing seems to make me "okay." and i feel like ive been run dry because im always searching for a solution, only to gain nothing. it's pretty stupid. i just dont like life or have any excitement for it
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Everyone has probably a different perspective about what a stupid reason is. I've read many posts about ctb because of love (lack of, heartbreak, not being able to, β¦)
Some people will find that stupid, some other won't. Personally, I truly believe that some losses in the case of a breakup are just too difficult to grieve and might be a valid reason for suicide.
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davidtorez, TapeMachine, Zhendou and 1 other person
I am just getting tired of the regular problems and hiccups in my life which keep adding up. A lot of it stems from my own incompetence and my country also adds on to it. Overpopulation, Exploitative apartment prices with everybody out to scam you, Messy public transportation, No developed walking paths, so much dust and pollution everywhere, Limited clean and sanitary food options. Everything seems to be a struggle nowadays and I do not have the energy to deal with this anymore.
My mental illness and my own life is just a whole another can of worms which is way beyond fixing now.
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davidtorez, TapeMachine, Zhendou and 1 other person
This is so real omg. I really, really dislike eye contact. I have a couple stupid reasons that get piled on to the serious ones:
-They changed one of my comfort foods (quaker oats chewy bars) and the texture and taste are slightly different and it bothers me a lot
-Replayed my favorite game recently and it wasn't as good as I remembered
-The backpack I really liked had one of the straps fall off
A woman. Ironically one with small boobs, but that's utterly unimportant. She gave me hope and was the best that had happened to me in years, I made mistakes, like everyone, but nothing to deserve her leaving me for an asshole while I was away on an important trip. I'm emotionally destroyed, I don't want to move on, I don't want to meet new people, I don't want to try again. I gave life several chances after my first ex left me for another man at the end of almost 5 years together, none of them panned out until I met my michi. And it was beautiful. Until it destroyed me.
It's not a stupid reason to me, but it is to others. People tell me she's not worth killing myself. That I'm much better than her, that she doesn't deserve me in the first place. I don't give a fuck. What's the prize of a bullet and how much damage can it cause? Someone hits you in the right spot at the right time and it's enough to kill you, to destroy your entire system of beliefs and make you question if it's really worth it living in this unfair world were people are disposable and being good is just a consolation prize, second to being a stereotypical macho asshole.
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davidtorez, Mocha, Saponification and 2 others
When I was younger my main reason was to spite my mother and make my entire family look bad since suicide is stigmatized as shit in my family lmao. Then it was body dysmorphia which to be fair hasn't really changed much to this day, but at least it isn't my main reason anymore.
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divinemistress36, Zhendou, davidtorez and 2 others
I have so many good reasons to ctb, I'm assed to come up with a stupid one. Uhmmm, WAIT!! I have one! I forgot to get a loaf of bread at the store when I was out earlier.
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divinemistress36, davidtorez, Mooncry and 1 other person
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