I am in a hotel room right now. I set everything up. I am going after two hours. Tbh I am so scared but relieved that it's finally here. I am just to sad for my parents but I have no future to live for.
Rockman
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Nem
Drs suck mega ass!
- Sep 3, 2018
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TheGoodGuy
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x-Ace-x
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I just finished watching Howl's moving castle and now I am just waiting and crying. I can't really focus on anything too anxious. I just hope that I don't chicken out at the end
That's a great movie choice! I wish you peace if you decide to do it
Best wishes to you. I hope everything will work the way you want it to. I'll be with you in my thoughts
NekoNomNom
There is no right to heal the wrong
- May 3, 2020
- 248
That is an excellent movie choice. I may not be too far behind you today. I'll be leaving in about two hours to head to my hotel. I tried your method the last time, also at a hotel. I hope you find peace, no matter you decide to do ♡
Thank you, I hope you find your peace too ♡. Did the hanging method not work for you? If so, may I ask why? What is your method this time?
Unfortunately I have to log out in a few minutes and can't be on your side until the end. I wish you a safe journey and maybe see you on the other side soon
Alec
Wizard
- Apr 22, 2019
- 681
I'm keeping you in my thoughts and my heart, I love you and I wish for this to be in the least painful and a smooth way possible. Safe journey.
Love,
—Alec.
Love,
—Alec.
NekoNomNom
There is no right to heal the wrong
- May 3, 2020
- 248
Thank you. We'll see what happens.
No, it didn't. I took a bunch of muscle relaxers and sleeping pills, tied a belt around my neck, and the other side to the shower bar in the shower, and just waited to fall asleep. It didn't happen, unfortunately. Despite all of the pills and alcohol, I just would not fall asleep.
I did this on impulse and before I found this site, so it wasn't very well thought out on my end. I just wanted it to end.
My method this time is exit bag with helium. It definitely feels different this time. Probably because I've done more research and am more prepare.
No, it didn't. I took a bunch of muscle relaxers and sleeping pills, tied a belt around my neck, and the other side to the shower bar in the shower, and just waited to fall asleep. It didn't happen, unfortunately. Despite all of the pills and alcohol, I just would not fall asleep.
I did this on impulse and before I found this site, so it wasn't very well thought out on my end. I just wanted it to end.
My method this time is exit bag with helium. It definitely feels different this time. Probably because I've done more research and am more prepare.
4eyebiped
Mage
- Dec 28, 2019
- 567
When the time comes, and if you still wish to follow through, I wish you pain free success and much needed peace.
Oh I initially wanted to go with exit bag but unfortunately it's impossible to get pure enough helium in my country so I gave up on the idea. I hope everything works out for you. I will be gone soon(hopefully) so I might not be able to answer if you reply to this comment. Best of luck
NekoNomNom
There is no right to heal the wrong
- May 3, 2020
- 248
Yeah, it was a little difficult finding pure helium. It's expensive as hell, too.
I wish you good luck and peace on your journey ♡
HappyMstake
Not so happy as it turns out.
- May 29, 2020
- 170
Good luck and I wish you peace. Hopefully if everything turns out well I'll be joining you soon!
disconnection
It's the blue hour again
- Apr 24, 2020
- 312
drakewantstogo
Pressure building
- Nov 9, 2018
- 188
MeriDeath
Im on the edge of reality
- May 10, 2020
- 213
This is really sad. It saddens me to see you all go. You deserve peace and I hope you get it, you will be missed.
Remember there's no shame if you change your mind. If you have any doubts then we're here to open to.
<3
If you really want to do this, get absolutely drunk and follow these instructions. You do, however need a relatively low hanging place to tie the rope (about 10 feet)
Tie one end to the place that you want to hang from. Then a slip knot around you neck. Sit on a chair and fall forward.
Guide to partially suspended hanging:
Warning: Don't try this method unless you're totally sure that:
a) you want to kill yourself
b) that you won't be found for at least 30 minutes after you attempt.
This method is very lethal and quick (quick from your perspective
anyway, as you black out within seconds), but if you're found in time
and 'saved' you can end up with serious brain damage and/or be left a
vegetable.
Why partial suspension?
Because full suspension seems to me to be unnecessary and creates
difficulties. First of all you need to find a place which would hold
your entire weight, which isn't easy, and also you need a stronger
ligature, which isn't always easy to find either. There's nothing
wrong with full suspension, but it may not be a viable method for
everyone, especially if you're looking to use everyday materials from
around the home.
By partial suspension I mean that you hang yourself around the neck
(specifically the carotid artery), and push downwards while kneeling.
This should create enough downward pressure on the ligature to tighten
it and close the carotid artery and stop the blood flow to your brain.
All you need is 3 kilograms of pressure to do this, which isn't much
at all.
Also, with full suspension your entire body weight is pressurizing
your neck, and this would probably be more than enough to not only cut
off the blood supply to your brain, but break your neck as well. I'm
not too sure if that's a good or a bad thing. I do know though, that
statistically people who've attempted via hanging have more often been
found kneeling and partially suspended than being fully suspended.
Where is the carotid artery?
Before you start you have to know this. If you place your hand around
the middle of your neck, around your Adam's apple, with one thumb on
one side and all fingers on the other, you should feel a strong pulse
and heartbeat. If you close your hand now fairly firmly, you'll
probably make yourself pass out. It might be a good idea to try this
to make sure you've got the right spot.
What type of ligature?
You need a ligature that's strong, but not too elastic. It doesn't
have to be very long, 1 meter or more would be plenty. I'd advise
against nylon rope, string, fishing wire, etc.
Neckties on the other hand, are perfect Smile .
It may also be a good idea to lubricate the ligature with soap. This
would help the noose tighten even quicker, especially if you're using
a rough ligature such as a rope. Lubricating it in this way will
increase the friction once you push your head down and tighten the
noose, and could make it a little more effective and faster.
What type of knot?
A slipknot. It's one of the most basic knots around, and you make it
with one end of your ligature. The other end should go around your
hanging place.
Many people have the misguided idea that a hangman's knot should be
used, but they're wrong. A hangman's knot is for a completely
different purpose, and won't work for this method.
Where should I hang?
You should hang from a support which will hold part of your weight.
You should test this by tying the loose end of your ligature around
the support several times, sticking your hand (NOT your head) in the
noose and pushing down with it. If the noose holds, you're fine. If
not, then you'll have to find another spot.
A great and easy place to hang is from the thick horizontal metal bar
which you find in wardrobes in most homes.
When should I do it?
When no one else will be in the same area, for at least 30 minutes.
You lose consciousness within seconds but your body doesn't completely
die for around 15-20 minutes. The extra 10-15 minutes is for
preparation time and just in case.
How?
When you're completely ready, kneel down, stick your head in the
noose, position it around the carotid artery and push downwards with
your head.
Good luck...
Tie one end to the place that you want to hang from. Then a slip knot around you neck. Sit on a chair and fall forward.
Guide to partially suspended hanging:
Warning: Don't try this method unless you're totally sure that:
a) you want to kill yourself
b) that you won't be found for at least 30 minutes after you attempt.
This method is very lethal and quick (quick from your perspective
anyway, as you black out within seconds), but if you're found in time
and 'saved' you can end up with serious brain damage and/or be left a
vegetable.
Why partial suspension?
Because full suspension seems to me to be unnecessary and creates
difficulties. First of all you need to find a place which would hold
your entire weight, which isn't easy, and also you need a stronger
ligature, which isn't always easy to find either. There's nothing
wrong with full suspension, but it may not be a viable method for
everyone, especially if you're looking to use everyday materials from
around the home.
By partial suspension I mean that you hang yourself around the neck
(specifically the carotid artery), and push downwards while kneeling.
This should create enough downward pressure on the ligature to tighten
it and close the carotid artery and stop the blood flow to your brain.
All you need is 3 kilograms of pressure to do this, which isn't much
at all.
Also, with full suspension your entire body weight is pressurizing
your neck, and this would probably be more than enough to not only cut
off the blood supply to your brain, but break your neck as well. I'm
not too sure if that's a good or a bad thing. I do know though, that
statistically people who've attempted via hanging have more often been
found kneeling and partially suspended than being fully suspended.
Where is the carotid artery?
Before you start you have to know this. If you place your hand around
the middle of your neck, around your Adam's apple, with one thumb on
one side and all fingers on the other, you should feel a strong pulse
and heartbeat. If you close your hand now fairly firmly, you'll
probably make yourself pass out. It might be a good idea to try this
to make sure you've got the right spot.
What type of ligature?
You need a ligature that's strong, but not too elastic. It doesn't
have to be very long, 1 meter or more would be plenty. I'd advise
against nylon rope, string, fishing wire, etc.
Neckties on the other hand, are perfect Smile .
It may also be a good idea to lubricate the ligature with soap. This
would help the noose tighten even quicker, especially if you're using
a rough ligature such as a rope. Lubricating it in this way will
increase the friction once you push your head down and tighten the
noose, and could make it a little more effective and faster.
What type of knot?
A slipknot. It's one of the most basic knots around, and you make it
with one end of your ligature. The other end should go around your
hanging place.
Many people have the misguided idea that a hangman's knot should be
used, but they're wrong. A hangman's knot is for a completely
different purpose, and won't work for this method.
Where should I hang?
You should hang from a support which will hold part of your weight.
You should test this by tying the loose end of your ligature around
the support several times, sticking your hand (NOT your head) in the
noose and pushing down with it. If the noose holds, you're fine. If
not, then you'll have to find another spot.
A great and easy place to hang is from the thick horizontal metal bar
which you find in wardrobes in most homes.
When should I do it?
When no one else will be in the same area, for at least 30 minutes.
You lose consciousness within seconds but your body doesn't completely
die for around 15-20 minutes. The extra 10-15 minutes is for
preparation time and just in case.
How?
When you're completely ready, kneel down, stick your head in the
noose, position it around the carotid artery and push downwards with
your head.
Good luck...
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