Ouch that must really hurt. Please make sure to bandage those.
I'm sorry that life has brought you to this point ..as a cutter myself I can never bring myself to do it that many times that deep so I can't imagine how tired you are.
Life is so tiring it's unbearable...I find it hard to believe anyone is really happy I always think they're faking it....how can you be happy in this world.
"Unhappiness. There are all kinds of unhappy people in the world. I suppose it would be no exaggeration to say that the world is composed entirely of unhappy people. But those people can fight their unhappiness with society fairly and squarly, and society for its part easily understands and sympathizes with such struggles. My unhappiness stemmed entirely from my own vices, and I had no way of fighting anybody."
Osamu Dazai, No Longer Human
Here's a quote to cry to that helps a lot. I also noticed you have a killua pfp. I love anime too. if your interested in being friends or just having someone to vent to don't stop to pm me.
This might be inappropriate to say but as someone who loves blood and cutting I must say I'm a bit jealous of those....I know that's inappropriate to say but yeah. Still the fact that I'm jealous of those because it's what I've only imagined means your hurting a lot. Giving a thousand hugs to you.