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in pain

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After failing the night night method twice I've ordered SN. Though in the mean time I been reading the PPeH to make sure I've understood all the options. It seems some other drugs like amitriptyline can be more peaceful as they induce sleep but the issue is that it can take 24 hours to die. I was really considering DDMP and the other variation also because of how high they score for peacefulness but sourcing morphine is extremely difficult.

So I'm really back to SN. I've thought about what other medications to add to reduce discomfort but realized things like opiates or sleep inducing drugs like Amitryptline can slow down the gastrointestinal tract and the SN would be absorbed very slowly. Then you might just vomit it up and fall asleep, only to wake up a day later freaking out the entire family.

Because of my fear of vomiting and the possibility of SI kicking in due to the physical symptoms and anxiety. I would want to be asleep or in the process of falling asleep before the SN kicks in, but I'm not sure anyone has found a way to do this yet.
 
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That's why benzos are suggested with SN I think
 
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That's why benzos are suggested with SN I think
Yeah there's many comfort items in the protocol. I really hope they will be enough. I imagine sleep would be the best outcome before the SN starts working.
 
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Yeah there's many comfort items in the protocol. I really hope they will be enough. I imagine sleep would be the best outcome before the SN starts working.
Getting the timing right for sleep could be a bit tricky, I think the best you can hope for is relative tranquility
 
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Getting the timing right for sleep could be a bit tricky, I think the best you can hope for is relative tranquility
Only thing I can think of, is using a lower dose of SN like 2-4 grams along with some sleep inducing agent. It would likely take an hour for the SN to cause the peak in symptoms and I would be asleep long before that. But this would be highly experimental and I don't like that uncertainty.
 
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ly thing I can think of, is using a lower dose of SN like 2-4 grams along with some sleep inducing agent. It would likely take an hour for the SN to cause the peak in symptoms and I would be asleep long before that. But this would be highly experimental and I don't like that uncertainty.
Yeah, no way would I risk taking that little SN. It's asking for a bad failure
 
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