chrisbate7
Student
- Sep 30, 2020
- 191
I really want to spend one last Thanksgiving and Christmas with my family. I'll be honest, I'm not sure I can fucking make it. My anxiety is reaching levels I didn't know was possible. I have POUNDING intrusive looping thoughts all god damn day. I feel so much hate for everything and everyone. I feel like I'm losing my fucking mind. It feels like an emergency. Like I need to CTB before I "snap". I feel so aggressive and insane.
I don't know what the fuck caused this shit. My theory is brain damage due to Prozac and klonopin. How the fuck can I make it through until January at least? I'm so terrified to die, I just feel like there is literally no time left for me to try and heal
I don't know what the fuck caused this shit. My theory is brain damage due to Prozac and klonopin. How the fuck can I make it through until January at least? I'm so terrified to die, I just feel like there is literally no time left for me to try and heal