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Bone

Bone

Sad Sack
Jul 29, 2021
168
It's always been my favorite season. This time it's gonna be different because of my dying alcoholic mom and strained family relationships due to my recent psychosis. Not sure If I can push through, but perhaps seeing the leaves change will be good for me. Do any of you love fall as well?
 
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Seafoam

Seafoam

Student
Jun 26, 2020
103
I love fall. It's also my dad's favorite season. I'm holding out for my family too.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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It was once my favourite season, as I have always liked nature but now it is just depressing. I feel like I cannot enjoy and appreciate anything now. It must be tiring staying alive for others. I'm sorry you are suffering.
 
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Bone

Bone

Sad Sack
Jul 29, 2021
168
now it is just depressing
I agree and I feel that too. It used to be my absolute favorite thing but now feels fleeting and unmoving; that it is unable to get my mind off my thoughts of wanting to die. Thank you for your post and thoughts.
I love fall. It's also my dad's favorite season. I'm holding out for my family too.

I love it too but sadly this one just feels off. I dunno if I can push through for family; they're the main reason I'm so screwed up anyway. Feel like I'm running on fumes.
 
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Seafoam

Seafoam

Student
Jun 26, 2020
103
Everyone's gotta rest at some point. Being life weary is a different kind of tired. Sorry about your family.
 
RedEther

RedEther

Member
Sep 3, 2021
92
If you have a reason, cling to it as hard as you can. Sometimes its so strong it last long enough for us to find another, and another until hopefully we no longer need to keep clinging and we swing free
 
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A_miStake_of_NATURE

A_miStake_of_NATURE

I wish no one had to CTB..........
Aug 14, 2020
703
I'm not really a fan of autumn. In Russia it's usually rainy, dirty, windy and cold. And it's rather short. Then a cold and long winter comes after.
I'm sorry your mom is dying and that you're experiencing psychosis. It sounds like a real nightmare. It's very nice of you for trying to stay for your dad. Who knows? Maybe things can and will get better for you.
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Green Destiny

Green Destiny

Life isn't worth the trouble.
Nov 16, 2019
880
I do enjoy Fall. Problem is where I live it goes from hot as hell, to moderate pleasant mild fall weather for maybe 3 weeks to instantly cold so I don't really get to enjoy it.
 

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