Gil
*Is a lost cause cutely*
- Aug 22, 2020
- 13
So to start this off, you're going to need a basic understanding of what dissociative identity disorder is. If you're unfamiliar I suggest googling it. I don't have the energy to explain it in detail beyond saying it's having multiple personalities basically aka alters.
Anyway! I'm frustrated as hell because my DID keeps getting in the way of my plans to ctb. Back in April I tried the sn method and one of my alters calling for help was part of the reason it failed. And now every time I try to use this site one of my alters comes in to try and change my password to one I don't know or they try to delete my account. And there's no way I'm getting my hands on an again because if I do and an alter other than myself is out when it arrives it'll just go right in the trash. I mean I feel like it's unfair to my alters to want to ctb when we all have to share this body, but damn is it frustrating. Hell, I have a feeling this account won't last long because of one of the others trying to delete it. I mean I've kind of given up on truly trying to ctb anyway I think, but damn my alters don't even want me on this site that I use for support and venting purposes, not just ctb purposes. Ah well. We'll just see how it goes. It's good to be back on here for now at any rate.
Anyway! I'm frustrated as hell because my DID keeps getting in the way of my plans to ctb. Back in April I tried the sn method and one of my alters calling for help was part of the reason it failed. And now every time I try to use this site one of my alters comes in to try and change my password to one I don't know or they try to delete my account. And there's no way I'm getting my hands on an again because if I do and an alter other than myself is out when it arrives it'll just go right in the trash. I mean I feel like it's unfair to my alters to want to ctb when we all have to share this body, but damn is it frustrating. Hell, I have a feeling this account won't last long because of one of the others trying to delete it. I mean I've kind of given up on truly trying to ctb anyway I think, but damn my alters don't even want me on this site that I use for support and venting purposes, not just ctb purposes. Ah well. We'll just see how it goes. It's good to be back on here for now at any rate.