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[Leann2]

I cant figure out how to get n. I just feel so stupid. Bitcoin is too confusing. I went to my grocery store and just bought 4 different cheap pain pills. I took almost two just now. I wont call no warning hotline i know they cant help me or change my mind ..i know i most likely wont die but im still scared and crying. I feel ssurprisinglycalm and not sick at all. Took almost 200mg 100 ibuprofen tablets and orange aspirins. Haven't touched other pills yet.. This wasnt according to plan at all. My roommate still lives here and i didnt even write a note or anything. I cried to god begging to forgive me because ive been incredibly resentful to him. I hope this isnt off topic dont know who ese to tell

 

[chronicpainnomore]

That's a really bad way to try to CTB. Chances of success are low, even if you do it will be slow and painful. High chance of ending up in the hospital with permanent organ damage. What exactly are the 4 pain meds you are taking? One is ibuprofen, and one is aspirin. What are the other 2?

 

[InAust.]

That's a really bad way to try to CTB. Chances of success are low, even if you do it will be slow and painful. High chance of ending up in the hospital with permanent organ damage. What exactly are the 4 pain meds you are taking? One is ibuprofen, and one is aspirin. What are the other 2?

Agree with this post.

Not a good decision. Living is a better solution.

 

[chronicpainnomore]

Agree with this post.

Not a good decision. Living is a better solution.

If she wants to CTB, that's her decision. Living isn't a better solution for everyone. But people who CTB should be able to do it in a quick, painless, and peaceful way.

 

[Ctan]

I don't know what to say but I hope you are alright.

 

[Sonnenblume]

If she wants to CTB, that's her decision. Living isn't a better solution for everyone. But people who CTB should be able to do it in a quick, painless, and peaceful way.

I agree with you but this is a REALLY bad way. Leann, you're gonna be in a world of pain and it likely won't kill you. Please go to a doctor, grin and bare it. And I'll help you with better options when you're back, if you'd like.

 

[InAust.]

If she wants to CTB, that's her decision. Living isn't a better solution for everyone. But people who CTB should be able to do it in a quick, painless, and peaceful way.

Sure it's free will and choice. And I agree that quick, painless and peaceful is more humane.

However my comment is based of the OP praying for forgiveness for being resentful. My guess is if the OP might have let go of her resentment... hence my comment... Perhaps I should have said... Living "may be" a better solution.

 

[typx]

I cant figure out how to get n. I just feel so stupid. Bitcoin is too confusing. I went to my grocery store and just bought 4 different cheap pain pills. I took almost two just now. I wont call no warning hotline i know they cant help me or change my mind ..i know i most likely wont die but im still scared and crying. I feel ssurprisinglycalm and not sick at all. Took almost 200mg 100 ibuprofen tablets and orange aspirins. Haven't touched other pills yet.. This wasnt according to plan at all. My roommate still lives here and i didnt even write a note or anything. I cried to god begging to forgive me because ive been incredibly resentful to him. I hope this isnt off topic dont know who ese to tell

I really hope you go to the hospital or call 911. This is going to get really rough. Please get some help!

 

[Sonnenblume]

I tried pm'ing her but no response. I'm quite worried.

 

[chronicpainnomore]

If she just took a bunch of OTC analgesics she's in trouble right now. This is horrible.

 

[typx]

Hopefully that roommate of hers is home.

 

[Sonnenblume]

Yes, but I dunno what we can do. Not much really. I only met her today, don't even know what country she is in.

 

[typx]

Maybe her lack of response is a sign someone else is involved.

 

[Sonnenblume]

I hope so

 

[Leann2]

Okay so sorry. Out of all places even here I feel embarrassed and ashamed. I shouldn't have came on here to tell anyone but my roommate did come home and tried to get me to puke. I felt fine until just now. Woke up feeling disgusting.. I can't even describe it but I just feel like that was really stupid. I puked once but I still feel vile.. This is the weirdest feeling. It's not even painful. I just feel sick emotionally and physically. I begged god to kill me. This may sound stupid but I an actually scared to induce vomiting so I had to try some mustard method.. I can't remember all meds perfe tly. Sorry he took them thanks for being so nice and listening.. Phone about to die..

 

[chronicpainnomore]

This is important. If you took a bunch of acetaminophen and didn't puke it all up, you could have liver damage. Too much ibuprofen can damage your kidneys. If you're not sure that you puked up everything, you should just bite the bullet and go get checked out.

 

[chronicpainnomore]

But I'm glad you're okay.

 

[ReleaseMe]

You need to call 911 or you will regret it :( if you feel OK now it does NOT mean that it's over, liver necrosis takes 2-3 days and every minute you spend without treatment will add to your potential suffering. Please, I know you want to die, but right now, you have to do what needs to be done or you will suffer horribly.

https://www.quora.com/How-painful-is-death-by-acetaminophen-poisoning
http://www.codeblog.com/archives/ta...e_are_fates_worse_than_ii.html/comment-page-1

 

[accidentaldeath]

It's just a personal opinion, but I think people which want to ctb quickly and the same day, shoudn't do it. Most people in this forum that want to CTB have been reading for a long time, and have everything according to a plan. You can't just think I want to CTB now, buy whatver you find and take it, please visit a doctor, maybe in the future you think you don't want to do it. It's the most important decission one can do in their life, so you can't just take it without thinking much about it.

Said that, hope you are okay, I would recommend visiting a doctor and overcome it. Looks like afterall you regret, so just hope you get okay.

 

[ReleaseMe]

I hope you are ok. You can turn to a peaceful method in the future if you choose to.

 

[Leann2]

Okay, thanks for your advice. I went to urgent care and they called er on me so I wasted several hours in there. They drew my blood but I guess they didn't see anything significant or they would run more tests. They wanted to send me to some random lock down units and one of the only ones covered by my insurance was out in the boondocks... I convinced them I am safe now and got home on bus. I found out My roommate left so thats pretty depressing too.. Though we got in a fight and I kind of wanted him to, I am still kind of sad. :/

 

[typx]

Hey, it's good to hear that things didn't go too sidewise. If you're going be alive you don't want to be in any more physical pain than you need to!