Hunterer
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- May 13, 2024
- 73
This idea has been going around in my head for a few days now. I've been seriously thinking about jumping off a bridge into a river while I'm sedated by medication. I don't know how much longer I can hold on. Loneliness is destroying me, family problems, failures, everything. I really want to wait until I can get SN but I feel like I won't be able to. I just want to get this damn pain I'm feeling over with. From the moment I wake up until the moment I go to sleep, I continue to feel bad almost always, no matter what. The only time I don't feel bad is when I'm sleeping, but I can't sleep all day. I don't know what to do anymore. I feel like my mind is going to explode.