Trying CTB with partial hanging tonight

[Caleb82]

Got the rope from hardware store. I think it is a good rope. I don't have a proper anchor for full hanging, so I have to do partial. I live alone and no one would know until perhaps weeks. Because it is freezing cold winter, I plan to leave the window open. That way, there will be less stench from my decomposing body.
Anyway, I wish you all peace. I hope everyone here finds what they are looking for.

 

[cme-dme]

Good luck...Have you considered a scheduled email or message perhaps so that somebody can find your corpse after you're gone?

 

[yukiovos]

I wish you nothing but a peaceful exit from this existence

peace

 

[danny10]

I hope you find peace!

 

[human909]

I wish you good luck and I hope you find the peace that you've been searching for.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope that you find peace as well, I wish you the best.

 

[Caleb82]

Good luck...Have you considered a scheduled email or message perhaps so that somebody can find your corpse after you're gone?

Thanks for reminding me on that. I think a scheduled email is kinder. It would be too rude to the landlord and whoever come to collect my corpse if they find it too rotten.
I will set it to go in two days.

Thanks very much

 

[Johnzaga23]

Good luck...Have you considered a scheduled email or message perhaps so that somebody can find your corpse after you're gone?

about that, ive been thinking of making an automated phone call to the police that would play a voice message but yet i havent found the way to do it. I dont want to send an email or sms to my people and upset them like that. Also there is no way to cancel the sending of the email i think if you back out from the attempt. do you have any idea on that?

 

[JesiBel]

I hope you find serenity and peace, and that everything goes as you planned. Hugs to you.

 

[cme-dme]

about that, ive been thinking of making an automated phone call to the police that would play a voice message but yet i havent found the way to do it. I dont want to send an email or sms to my people and upset them like that. Also there is no way to cancel the sending of the email i think if you back out from the attempt. do you have any idea on that?

There are countless auto dialer services you could use. Would require a good bit of setup though. Much more difficult than automated email or sms.

 

[Johnzaga23]

There are countless auto dialer services you could use. Would require a good bit of setup though. Much more difficult than automated email or sms.

can they use my own number though? cause in order to call the emergencies, you need to use your own number not some random number in another country that those services give you.

 

[cme-dme]

can they use my own number though? cause in order to call the emergencies, you need to use your own number not some random number in another country that those services give you.

Its never something I have considered so I don't know much about it. There might be an app that serves that purpose though. On Android phones I know apps can make phone calls for you. Not sure about iOS phones though.

 

[Johnzaga23]

Its never something I have considered so I don't know much about it. There might be an app that serves that purpose though. On Android phones I know apps can make phone calls for you. Not sure about iOS phones though.

ive found apps that make scheduled calls, but theres no option of voice message.

 

[cme-dme]

ive found apps that make scheduled calls, but theres no option of voice message.

Hmmm...Maybe you can have a speaker that just plays your voice message endlessly on loop? Then when the scheduled call goes out the person on the other line will hear your message from the speaker? Seems a bit complicated but maybe it'll work lol.

 

[billie]

i hope you find peace

 

[Johnzaga23]

Hmmm...Maybe you can have a speaker that just plays your voice message endlessly on loop? Then when the scheduled call goes out the person on the other line will hear your message from the speaker? Seems a bit complicated but maybe it'll work lol.

at this point, i will use the SMS. fuck it

 

[Caleb82]

Failed at it just like everything else. I can't even properly ctb. Partial hanging from bed frame, even with a body full of cheap alcohol, only left me passed out with marks. I am a worthless shit.

 

[Languish]

Failed at it just like everything else. I can't even properly ctb. Partial hanging from bed frame, even with a body full of cheap alcohol, only left me passed out with marks. I am a worthless shit.

You are not worthless. Be kind to yourself. If you try again, may your next life be kinder to you than this one was. If not, then may this life improve, and free your heart of sorrow.

 

[Influ]

Failed at it just like everything else. I can't even properly ctb. Partial hanging from bed frame, even with a body full of cheap alcohol, only left me passed out with marks. I am a worthless shit.

I know how you feel, I am in this same boat right now, In fact tried to partially hang half an hour ago and have been trying to hit that sweet spot for the last so many days for so many hours. I feel like the same worthless way, I have also failed in every aspect of life. I guess we have to just keep trying, changing positions and method and if that fails then move on to the next reliable and painless method.

I hope you achieve that "sweet spot" and find peace.

 

[Skylar6]

I know how you feel, I am in this same boat right now, In fact tried to partially hang half an hour ago and have been trying to hit that sweet spot for the last so many days for so many hours. I feel like the same worthless way, I have also failed in every aspect of life. I guess we have to just keep trying, changing positions and method and if that fails then move on to the next reliable and painless method.

I hope you achieve that "sweet spot" and find peace.

Me too. Tried it today. Hopeless. Yet I've seen so many vids of people succeeding with full and partial, but I cant master it.

 

[Influ]

Me too. Tried it today. Hopeless. Yet I've seen so many vids of people succeeding with full and partial, but I cant master it.

Sorry for late reply, I had exams. If life does not improve after some time, i will try partial with a smaller diameter rope and also try hyperventilation, night-night method. If all that fails then I will do CO method but it will probably require me to complete my education and get a job to get my own place to try CO method. Maybe if I get meto and SN then ill try the SN method.

1.5 years earlier I tried partial with a thin cloth line, around 4mm and I had more sucess with it, I felt lightheadedness very much quicker and more succesfully in each attempt. This time I tried 10mm but I think its unable to put the right pressure, so I'll try 6mm or 8mm in the future. Also try combining hyperventilation it will knock you out. You can combine hyperventilation with partial also I guess. Btw I also tried scarf and belt but no success with it also :(

May you get the peace you want.

 

[TheShadows]

Rest in peace <3