Trying Again. I Hope This Is Goodbye

[ranaway]

read your update, I want to say whichever paths you gonna choose now, I hope you're happy and find peace in it, really wish the best for you!

 

[EnvyTangerine]

Thank you. I still really want to die. I want to just sleep. I know I need to be successful next time.

 

[Shadowlord900]

Can order things online, but I don't have anywhere to hide stuff. I live in Australia.

Ah my condolences. I've heard Australia has very tight customs, which is a shame because all the stuff you'd need for SN shouldn't be too difficult to hide away. Inert Gas method unfortunately does consist of somewhat large components that might be difficult to hide depending on your situation. You should ask around here to see if anyone else here from Australia have been able to successfully receive their SN delivery.

 

[EnvyTangerine]

Ah my condolences. I've heard Australia has very tight customs, which is a shame because all the stuff you'd need for SN shouldn't be too difficult to hide away. Inert Gas method unfortunately does consist of somewhat large components that might be difficult to hide depending on your situation. You should ask around here to see if anyone else here from Australia have been able to successfully receive their SN delivery.

That's a good idea, thank you

 

[FlameWhisperer]

After venting to someone, I ended up changing my mind about doing it at the time I had planned.

You seem to be having doubts. Maybe give this a longer thought first if you are not sure that is what you want?

 

[EnvyTangerine]

You seem to be having doubts. Maybe give this a longer thought first if you are not sure that is what you want?

I'm still sure it's what I want. I can't see any way things could get better, and even then, I'm just going to suffer more anyway. Might as well end things before they get worse.

 

[FlameWhisperer]

I'm still sure it's what I want. I can't see any way things could get better, and even then, I'm just going to suffer more anyway. Might as well end things before they get worse.

Then I hope, whatever it is that you end up choosing, it brings you peace

 

[EnvyTangerine]

Then I hope, whatever it is that you end up choosing, it brings you peace

Thank you. I'm really looking forward to CTBing. The thought of it is so comforting