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divinemistress36

divinemistress36

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Jan 1, 2024
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Is it terrible I'm jealous of the victims that get murdered in true crime documentaries? Like take me instead of them they wanted to live so much
 
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stuckinthemud

Student
Nov 14, 2023
120
I honestly have the same thoughts. Whenever I hear of something like that I just think why not me. I wish someone could just break in and suffocate me in my sleep.
 
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nobody141

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Jan 19, 2024
2
That would be so perfect... the sweet embrace of death and not having to worry about your own SI. I agree--I've had similar envious thoughts.
 
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uniqueusername4

Member
Aug 13, 2023
90
Is it terrible I'm jealous of the victims that get murdered in true crime documentaries? Like take me instead of them they wanted to live so much
I think about this all the time! Why can't it just balance out and the people who are seeking death out could die. I feel like I couldn't get murdered if I tried.
 
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divinemistress36

Visionary
Jan 1, 2024
2,433
I think about this all the time! Why can't it just balance out and the people who are seeking death out could die. I feel like I couldn't get murdered if I tried.
It seems like the universe takes happy people first
 
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dinosavr

dinosavr

and if i’m turning blue please don’t save me 🌛
Dec 14, 2023
653
Anytime someone dies I'm jealous. And I think it applies to all suicidal people. First of all - we could die and second of all - people who wanted to continue their lives, would live. So yeah, switching the positions would be the best deal.
 
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Meteora

Ignorance is bliss
Jun 27, 2023
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I feel the same. If I could chose, I'd take the deadly accident, though. I m terrified of human beings.
 
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Gonnerr

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Mar 12, 2023
1,322
Same here , i wish i knew where the next shooting would be in my city , i would show up and try to catch a bullet. But that would likely won't kill me , just put me through bad injuries.

Or just board onto the next plane crash. Thats my dream.
 
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Moonomyth

Student
Feb 6, 2020
196
The tradeoff is that you are now fodder for true crime podcasts.
 
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lifewasawillowtv

You’re losing me
Nov 12, 2023
215
Same, in any situation in which people are dying I'm envious tbh, I feel disgusting if I think about it for too long though but that doesn't change the fact that I still wish it was me instead of them. Kill someone who actually wants to be killed, we suicidal people could have a great system going with murderers lol.
 
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