narval
Enlightened
- Jan 22, 2020
- 1,188
Time ago I've realized of something: from time to time i get obsessed with something, usually videogames, from time to time, a book or programming. When that happens, i sleep less, i've more energy, i've motivation to do things, etc... in other words, I've a objetive. Of course, that has problems: bad sleeping patterns, worse alimentation, heightened disinterest in other people and tasks not related with my focus. The worst is when i complete the thing which i was doing.
At first i think: great! it's done, but slowly return to a bad mood, empty and tired of all. It isn't strange in me having left important things behind, opportunities and tasks. At some point, reality hits and i'm absolutely fucked again.
At least this time, i'm in a training and i've no opportunity of sneak away of that. despite of how good it's going my last playthrough in Darkest Dungeon.
Extra: everytime i get obsessed with something, more or less i'm like this:
At first i think: great! it's done, but slowly return to a bad mood, empty and tired of all. It isn't strange in me having left important things behind, opportunities and tasks. At some point, reality hits and i'm absolutely fucked again.
At least this time, i'm in a training and i've no opportunity of sneak away of that. despite of how good it's going my last playthrough in Darkest Dungeon.
Extra: everytime i get obsessed with something, more or less i'm like this:
ANOTHER TIME LIKE THIS? SERIOUSLY?
