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endofthelinebros
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- Oct 27, 2024
- 5
My plan was to wait for a fatal dose of isonitazene to inject, and in the meantime buy a gram of street heroin to keep me happy-ish for my last few days (I'm 3 years clean, or was anyway)
Well, me being too impulsive and impatient, I decided the gram would be enough, so I just started taking bigger and bigger injections until I took the last half-gram in one shot, along with a lot of vodka and grapefruit juice- then to my horror, realising I was still conscious after my final injection, tried taking every single pill and drink I own until I passed out.
Now I'm still very much alive, but I can feel that I've fucked up my organs big time, I'm desperately hungry but can't keep food down, I can feel abscesses developing on my arms. Problem is if I call for help, they'll know, and I won't be able to CTB. So now I just have to suffer even more for a couple more days until I can actually pull it off. Take this as a warning, don't get too impatient.
Well, me being too impulsive and impatient, I decided the gram would be enough, so I just started taking bigger and bigger injections until I took the last half-gram in one shot, along with a lot of vodka and grapefruit juice- then to my horror, realising I was still conscious after my final injection, tried taking every single pill and drink I own until I passed out.
Now I'm still very much alive, but I can feel that I've fucked up my organs big time, I'm desperately hungry but can't keep food down, I can feel abscesses developing on my arms. Problem is if I call for help, they'll know, and I won't be able to CTB. So now I just have to suffer even more for a couple more days until I can actually pull it off. Take this as a warning, don't get too impatient.