Soul

Soul

gate gate paragate parasamgate bodhi svaha
Apr 12, 2019
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Yeah that's the best option i have seen so far what you just said.
Maybe i good thing to work this out and put it in the feedback tread?

What do you think about that?

Yes please! Maybe someone gifted with the site-molding skills needed could advise about how difficult it would be to implement something like that, which route is most viable.
 
Skyview

Skyview

Going Blue
Dec 9, 2019
473
LE infiltrated Silk Road , nefarious people used gaming forums to hide and post info in code (not software) thinking they could evade detection. If LE has a target on this site everything is already downloaded to their database . Look up "Five Eyes" and you will see governments sharing info around the world.
Yes you can stop lurkers from accessing areas within this site but you cannot stop LE , they have the technology and experts to access whatever sites comes to their attention.
Tor browser + vpn ? They still were able to shut down Silk Road so you might think your safe in reality you're not . Why do they allow the DW markets to continue, probably because it's beneficial to them to see where products go plus they get intelligence gathering.
All in all it comes down to this , the horse has already bolted , pointless shutting the gate !
 
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HadenoughHA

Member
Dec 17, 2019
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The sad thing is, no one knows what we go through, no one cares except those who understand..

The mental health system doesn't have the answers and if Euthanasia was legal then I think more of us would be a lot more relaxed and maybe not desperate to end it quite so soon.

Sadly we turn to this as a way out as we feel so worn out. It's simply not fair
 
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Shakespear's Brother

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Sep 10, 2019
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Yep, he even included his picture. It looks like he wanted to f-k the rest of us right up.
I saw those reviews as well, he wrote two, both had photos of (presumably) himself.

He initially ordered sodium nitrate then a few days later SN.

I thought it was pretty wild to include his pic. The orders were from early 2018, before drama really started, so I don't think they were meant to cause deliberate harm. I am curious where he got his info from and if he did CTB.

I felt bad for him. If he was homeless, that can fucking suck for a lot of people.
 
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56709

56709

a complete unknown...
Jun 4, 2019
79
Of course they are going to start regulating it more highly... Law enforcement is stalking as we speak... It was only a matter of time...
They view the community as a 'death cult' that is going to drive mentally healthy and content people to acts they would not commit...

The rate of failed suicide attempts every year is evidence enough... there is no shortage of suicidal sentiment in the population... the people who come here are already looking for a way out in most cases... this site provides those people with information that they need to ensure they don't fail and end up in a much worse situation physically, mentally and societally than they were before...
 
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Readytogo#Broken

Readytogo#Broken

❤️You’ll never walk alone❤️
Jan 1, 2020
84
Dont you people get it?
The police are watching this site they inform the seller and also get it of marketplaces like this one.
Because everyone just talks about it in the open like this is some secret room.

Here is a example where police openly say they are looking into SS.

Read this report, there's a few daft quotes about people not trying to help, I know for a fact people here always say you don't have to or not to feel pressured it's our own choice, as for her step father saying "she had issues THEY were working on it" I near dropped phone, society's idea of help is to send you off to a nuthouse or counselling just to make THEM feel better they followed the script, they go home at nyt thinking we done everything, meanwhile the "patient" is left helpless if not worse, sorry to vent but wish pro lifers would just fuck off, it's a concieous measured descision coming to a place like this, otherwise we'd all be on s.media crying for help, can't say enough how supportive people are on here & how they help not persuade. Total joke, I hope the young girl is now at peace and free from her Deamons on the other side ❤️
 
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Readytogo#Broken

Readytogo#Broken

❤️You’ll never walk alone❤️
Jan 1, 2020
84
Wow... Can't believe they ask that on that website. It really is a popular method now. As if that question will stop anyone though lol. 'Oh the usual, just plan to end my existence in this terrible world. So, about the shipping...'
Main uk sites ask the same buiseness & intended use, I'm hoping my purchase comes ok I ordered out of country wouldn't risk even trying to come up with something raise alarm bells. Can't they just let us have the dignity we deserve, I get it to an extent but it's harsh :-(
 
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Berlin76

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Aug 18, 2019
671
Read this report, there's a few daft quotes about people not trying to help, I know for a fact people here always say you don't have to or not to feel pressured it's our own choice, as for her step father saying "she had issues THEY were working on it" I near dropped phone, society's idea of help is to send you off to a nuthouse or counselling just to make THEM feel better they followed the script, they go home at nyt thinking we done everything, meanwhile the "patient" is left helpless if not worse, sorry to vent but wish pro lifers would just fuck off, it's a concieous measured descision coming to a place like this, otherwise we'd all be on s.media crying for help, can't say enough how supportive people are on here & how they help not persuade. Total joke, I hope the young girl is now at peace and free from her Deamons on the other side ❤️

Yeah being supportive to each other here is good.

But the subject was about the main post of this tread. That the person was ordering and the company replied with : why do you need our product people are misusing our product.

So they are getting tipped off by police about suicide with the product.
And for sure sources go of marketplaces because then its harder to order and contact have to be more personal.
 
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Readytogo#Broken

Readytogo#Broken

❤️You’ll never walk alone❤️
Jan 1, 2020
84
Yeah being supportive to each other here is good.

But the subject was about the main post of this tread. That the person was ordering and the company replied with : why do you need our product people are misusing our product.

So they are getting tipped off by police about suicide with the product.
And for sure sources go of marketplaces because then its harder to order and contact have to be more personal.

I didn't want to risk it was a form to fill out business address etc, just was lucky enough I hope to get source, not going further than saying that, totally get it mate. I hope people are not left with having to be forced into other options not their preferred one. Think it's better to help each other source through private mails as a member said it's just open to all on threads to see, Hope they get the help or peace they crave and deserve in life or beyond
 
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Berlin76

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Aug 18, 2019
671
I didn't want to risk it was a form to fill out business address etc, just was lucky enough I hope to get source, not going further than saying that, totally get it mate. I hope people are not left with having to be forced into other options not their preferred one. Think it's better to help each other source through private mails as a member said it's just open to all on threads to see, Hope they get the help or peace they crave and deserve in life or beyond

Yeah when source disappear people end up jumping or hanging or cutting.
Thats not peaceful at all and even more painful for people left behind.
 
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Readytogo#Broken

Readytogo#Broken

❤️You’ll never walk alone❤️
Jan 1, 2020
84
Yeah when source disappear people end up jumping or hanging or cutting.
Thats not peaceful at all and even more painful for people left behind.
Couldn't agree more with these words it's actually all it's doing forcing other methods perhaps unwanted ones. It's a shame hopefully doesn't get worse. Take care and lovely to chat
 
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Quarky00

Quarky00

Enlightened
Dec 17, 2019
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Think it's better to help each other source through private mails
Agreed. It's not just about sources. Too much buzz. Reading thread titles enough for LE/Pro. There's plethora of resources on SN. Discussion could be kept to minimum.
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
25,158
Tell them you intend on eating it. It's used in food products after all. You wouldn't be lying and it's also part of the intended use for the stuff :pfff:
 
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Readytogo#Broken

Readytogo#Broken

❤️You’ll never walk alone❤️
Jan 1, 2020
84
Agreed. It's not just about sources. Too much buzz. Reading thread titles enough for LE/Pro. There's plethora of resources on SN. Discussion could be kept to minimum.
I agree, I'm prob guilty of that at first when joined prob asked a couple of things but soon realised literally EVERYTHING you could ever ask it's there to research, mind instantly at ease...just take a bit of time to read what's there. :)
 
voyager

voyager

Don't you dare go hollow...
Nov 25, 2019
965
"a bunch of suicidal people online aren't important enough for law enforcement to waste significant resources on"

I agree with everything you wrote , but this part :)
[...]it was about "suicide"
Actually, it's about hypocrisy, imho, their main drive is to feel good about themselves. It takes far less effort to close everything down than to actually listen and show people some respect. One just has to take look at society to get a glimpse of how much people matter to them.
I also don't mean it should be an ultra exclusive site with complex vetting. Just that it seems too exposed with every post available for the whole wide world to see.

Why not leave the "recovery" and "off topic" areas totally public, but make it so one needs x number of posts/days to see all of it? Maybe with an occasional "not a bot" test for good measure. At least the partner thread and the goodbye threads could be protected from scammers and prying eyes. Or maybe vetted members could opt to stay visible only to other vetted members.
Personally, I would prefer an open forum. I just went through my history, but unfortunately it cuts off in November. I do know though that I watched a LT doc in September, looked up the FEN around that time, searched for exit bag and then over the weeks somehow stumbled on this place. Didn't even realise what it was at first, but left the tab open for a few days and then checked it out. Thing is if you type in "suicide" in any search engine you'll get dozens of pages on suicide prevention, but you'll get nothing like this. I do feel I came across this website because I searched on something specific. If we close down the suicide part to the public, others are unlikely to find this place, and imho, that's the biggest favour you could do pro-lifers. The only similar place I've found over the years is LAH, so these places are really few and far between, and I'm wary of such drastic measures.
 
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Berlin76

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Aug 18, 2019
671
Actually, it's about hypocrisy, imho, their main drive is to feel good about themselves. It takes far less effort to close everything down than to actually listen and show people some respect. One just has to take look at society to get a glimpse of how much people matter to them.

Personally, I would prefer an open forum. I just went through my history, but unfortunately it cuts off in November. I do know though that I watched a LT doc in September, looked up the FEN around that time, searched for exit bag and then over the weeks somehow stumbled on this place. Didn't even realise what it was at first, but left the tab open for a few days and then checked it out. Thing is if you type in "suicide" in any search engine you'll get dozens of pages on suicide prevention, but you'll get nothing like this. I do feel I came across this website because I searched on something specific. If we close down the suicide part to the public, others are unlikely to find this place, and imho, that's the biggest favour you could do pro-lifers. The only similar place I've found over the years is LAH, so these places are really few and far between, and I'm wary of such drastic measures.


the thing with getting more privacy on the method treads and side of the site.
is that kids below 18 are also watching that can be a thing again when one kills him or herself and phone gets found with history of watching this page.
just like we had befor with the case in june.

and people still can find it just by google because the word suicide leads you hear on the first page of google or via Vice hahaha
 
Carina

Carina

Angelic
Dec 22, 2019
4,005
the thing with getting more privacy on the method treads and side of the site.
is that kids below 18 are also watching that can be a thing again when one kills him or herself and phone gets found with history of watching this page.
just like we had befor with the case in june.

and people still can find it just by google because the word suicide leads you hear on the first page of google or via Vice hahaha

Actually this site wasn't ever shown to me, until I used the TOR browser! Then after I did that (well visited), it is like the second link after 'suicide prevention'
 
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Berlin76

Wizard
Aug 18, 2019
671
Actually this site wasn't ever shown to me, until I used the TOR browser! Then after I did that (well visited), it is like the second link after 'suicide prevention'
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When i found it it was fourth place or something like that.

But still think about it when kids 14 years old read al the methods and then kill themselves. We are responsible for all the info they read
 
voyager

voyager

Don't you dare go hollow...
Nov 25, 2019
965
the thing with getting more privacy on the method treads and side of the site.
is that kids below 18 are also watching that can be a thing again when one kills him or herself and phone gets found with history of watching this page.
just like we had befor with the case in june.

and people still can find it just by google because the word suicide leads you hear on the first page of google or via Vice hahaha

Well, I'm using ddg and LAH is #15 and SS isn't there at all. But even so that's something Google can change very quickly with the right amount of pressure. I do feel LE will always be part of this place, it's understandable, but people who need this site won't if everything get closed down and hidden from view. When I joined this site I remember reading that the admins said they took good care of the legal exposure of this site, taking it further now for LE/press probes which didn't amount to much still seems drastic to me.
 
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Berlin76

Wizard
Aug 18, 2019
671
Well, I'm using ddg and LAH is #15 and SS isn't there at all. But even so that's something Google can change very quickly with the right amount of pressure. I do feel LE will always be part of this place, it's understandable, but people who need this site won't if everything get closed down and hidden from view. When I joined this site I remember reading that the admins said they took good care of the legal exposure of this site, taking it further now for LE/press probes which didn't amount to much still seems drastic to me.

yeah thats true .
i use duckduck not google actualy .

drastic? not at all.
because the age limit is 18 here, so why is it than open to non members the method part?
every kid can read everything, one only has to kill him or herself and the history of pc or phone gets checked and this site is gone for good
 
voyager

voyager

Don't you dare go hollow...
Nov 25, 2019
965
yeah thats true .
i use duckduck not google actualy .

drastic? not at all.
because the age limit is 18 here, so why is it than open to non members the method part?
every kid can read everything, one only has to kill him or herself and the history of pc or phone gets checked and this site is gone for good

That's true, but how do you want to enforce the age limit?
 
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Berlin76

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Aug 18, 2019
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That's true, but how do you want to enforce the age limit?

the age limit is already in place here.
but why can NON members read the method part, they can be below 18 right?

from the FAQ and rules
Additional Guidelines

  • Age Requirements.
    • By using this site, you represent, acknowledge, and agree that you are at least 18 years of age.
 
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Shero

Shero

Experienced
Dec 19, 2019
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But still think about it when kids 14 years old read al the methods and then kill themselves. We are responsible for all the info they read
The parents are responsible, we don't.
We already burden us with to much when we come here.
 
chris8000

chris8000

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Dec 10, 2019
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When i found it it was fourth place or something like that.
But still think about it when kids 14 years old read al the methods and then kill themselves. We are responsible for all the info they read

Berlins right about this and also right to flag it up, you can read the whole site without even registering so they can be any age. That is concerning.
 
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Berlin76

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Aug 18, 2019
671
The parents are responsible, we don't.
We already burden us with to much when we come here.

we have a roll here also especially the mods and administrators.

thats why this we are discussing this ahhaha
 
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garbageguy

garbageguy

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Jan 7, 2020
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The actual use for Sodium Nitrite is to cure and preserve meats so say that
 
Quarky00

Quarky00

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Dec 17, 2019
1,956
Same as @voyager .. I had my ctb plan long before . Only when looking for more very specific information I stumbled upon this place – and dismissed it . Very messy here ;) Took time to sift through

SS not that accessible , especially not for "14y"
 
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Shero

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we have a roll here also especially the mods and administrators.

thats why this we are discussing this ahhaha
I know, but sharing information is not against TOS.
 
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