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Suspect_Device
Student
- Jul 10, 2022
- 139
Words cannot express how horrible and trapped I feel right now. Apparently a suicide attempt from 20 YEARS AGO IN AN ENTIRELY DIFFERENT STATE has put me in some kind criminal database that is going to prevent me from buying a gun. I thought Texas gun laws were supposed to be insanely lax. I'm going to have to hang or poison myself and I really fucking didn't want to do that. I want to cry but I can't even, I feel so fucking powerless. I want to scream "Fuck you god!" but I did that two weeks ago and five minutes later got an email from my health insurance saying coverage was denied and that I owed $6000. I don't really believe in god but I feel like some unseen force is torturing me.