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dinosavr
and if i’m turning blue please don’t save me 🌛
- Dec 14, 2023
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I needed help with getting through the night with active intence suicidal thoughts so I decided to contact a helpline. But I was too scared to call cause I can barely call my own mother lol, so I chose the chat option.
I didnt even manage to describe my story really shortly, like, two sentences max, and some man wrote "before we start, let me tell you that I finish my duty at 2am and that I'd have to talk to someone else and after idk 15 seconds he closed the chat. What the fuck??? Like, did I do something wrong? I wasn't born as McQueen :') (cause if I was, I definitely wouldn't wanna kill myself hahah) but I wasnt that slow either. It's fucked up. How do they expect us to recover when they treat us like this? I'm outttt. Never making that mistake again.
I didnt even manage to describe my story really shortly, like, two sentences max, and some man wrote "before we start, let me tell you that I finish my duty at 2am and that I'd have to talk to someone else and after idk 15 seconds he closed the chat. What the fuck??? Like, did I do something wrong? I wasn't born as McQueen :') (cause if I was, I definitely wouldn't wanna kill myself hahah) but I wasnt that slow either. It's fucked up. How do they expect us to recover when they treat us like this? I'm outttt. Never making that mistake again.