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beseechgod

beseechgod

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This is to practice the timing and steps of the protocol and the effects of the benzos (without actually taking the SN). My actual planned ctb date is between 2 and 3 weeks from now. I'm testing the benzos now so my tolerance resets by then. I currently have no benzo tolerance, so I'll be able to test the effects under similar conditions to when I ctb, as is recommended in this post.
I had my "last meal" a few hours ago, and am now going to stay awake fasting till morning. The timing of my ctb plan is based around when the people I live with leave in the morning. I plan to drink SN as soon as I have the house to myself, giving my body the greatest possible window of time to die before they get home, which should be around 9 hours.
For the trial run I'll practice using regular salt in place of SN. I won't drink it, just use it to practice weighing/mixing the solution.

Trial run protocol (Feb 3 Monday - Feb 4 Tuesday 2025)

- 7:30pm (Monday) - stop eating (12 hour fast)
- Stay up through the night fasting (I think you have to be upright and awake for the fast to really work properly?)

- 5:30am (Tuesday) - stop drinking (2 hour fast)
- 6:30am - acetaminophen 1000mg (2x500mg caplets) (take with minimal sips of water?)
- 6:50am - "meto 30 mg (3x10mg tablets)" (not taking this in the trial run, using regular daily pills as "placebo")

During 40 min wait time:
- Prepare xanax solution -
Crush __mg xanax with mortar&pestle, mix with enough water for drinkable solution.

- Prepare "SN" solution -
Dissolve 25g "SN" in 50-100ml water in a cup.
Prepare 2 backup cups (how many g SN in these? 10-20?)

- 7:30am - "drink SN"

- ____am - drink xanax solution

Any suggestions for the things I'm still uncertain about? In particular:
- how many g SN in the two backup cups?
- xanax dose?
- xanax timing?
I'd appreciate any opinions/suggestions/answers/corrections/etc. to my ctb plan. The main thing is when to take the xanax solution. Before or after SN? How long before or after? How long would it need to stay in your system before you'd lose its effects by vomiting? How long after drinking SN do people typically vomit?

Would 9 hours be long enough to fully die beyond revival? I don't expect my death would be discovered right away when they get home, they mostly leave me alone and would probably assume I'm asleep for a while before noticing anything unusual. But still.
 
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I wish you the best in plans.
 
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Valhala

Valhala

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In two spare glasses also 25 g of SN. About Xanax, exact dosage, timing, effects and recommendations, follow the following thread:
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/benzos-z-drugs-uses-in-sn -protocol-guide.183856/
Vomiting usually starts within the first 10 minutes, but considering that SN is quickly resorbed after ingestion on an empty stomach and taking into account 2 spare glasses you don't need to worry about that. Yes, 9 hours is quite enough for the protocol to succeed completely.
 
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