Classic catch 22 and honestly a lack of money is a already factor in significant number of suicides of those 18 and older to begin with. Then, if you're really unlucky, you may get forced into costly treatment by people who don't even know who you are, adding to the burden. Treatment in itself can expose you to people who will abuse, molest, rape, steal from you, etc. Further, there is absolutely no guarantee that any one or combination of therapies work. I'm simply being honest, we're damned if we do "get help" and if we don't. If life was so special and wonderful and anything was truly possible, wouldn't there be free care for those considering or who've actually attempted suicide?