Venting Trapped

[totheendofinfinity]

I'm so tired of being trapped in this life with no way out. I need to die ASAP but I don't have a way and it's so painful. I had hope seeing the N files thread but then saw there's no longer a reliable source so I don't know what to do. I have no hope not even of finding a way out through death. I hope I can maybe get SN but I have no idea where to get it from.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand, I'm also tired of being trapped here, it's horrific to me and extremely unacceptable how painless methods like Nembutal aren't easily accessible. To be able to die peacefully would be such a relief to me, it's extreme cruelty how we cannot just have the option to easily die in peace, I wish that suicide is straightforward. But anyway best wishes, I hope that you eventually find what you search for.