Train

[ChickenAndPotatoes]

Pain is a memory. That memory creates fear. But if our head is cut off, even the pain of that severance won't be remembered. And the severance will be quick like 1-4 train wheels over the neck but the first wheel should do it just fine. The brain not only loses blood but oxygen as well. A guaranteed death, no do overs. No botched attempt that just adds another memory of pain (fear) to the books. We never reset. Everyday we simply sleep and then our system arises with the same applications open and running day after day. So we have all this memory that is dedicated to pain/fear. Probably several gigabytes of painful memories. Our minds try to put a pain value on experiences we never even had. What says a broken leg (a break that breaks the skin) is more painful than a severed leg unless you've experienced both. I'm tired of being scared everytime I go out for a drive. Tensed everytime I pass small or large intersections just waiting for someone to come out of the woodwork and plow into my car. I'm tired of being afraid of elevators, escalators, parking garages, bridges that can collapse, of going off the road, of a tire blowout or the engine seizing while I'm doing 60mph down the highway, or dry joints/bearings. But there is a mental reward everytime I've gone out on a mission and came back safe. I can relax. Not. Even as I sit here in my apartment I fear a gas main rupturing, or my apartment catching on fire, or the oven exploding while I'm baking french fries.

Bestgoredotcom (videos) has videos of people getting various parts severed by train. Some people even cut in two. They seem to be more morose, or in shock than in pain.

I think this will be my true method. There is a commercial train terminal in this city so heavy freighters stop and pass through here. Although, I'd like to drive to another city because I don't want everyone knowing I've died in this city and them to put my pictures all over the news, I think the news would reach my city unless I drove to another state.

 

[Xerxes]

Train wheels crush the body, and then drag you across. It's better to just jump in front, head first so that you're killed instantly, and then crushed and dragged.

 

[ChickenAndPotatoes]

Train wheels crush the body, and then drag you across. It's better to just jump in front, head first so that you're killed instantly, and then crushed and dragged.

I'm just to lay head on track.

 

[TheLastTrip]

I'm just to lay head on track.

I'd always planned to do similar, but lay my neck on the track as it's nice and squishy. If it catches your head wrong it might push your head off the track?

 

[OkTotti]

Pain is a memory. That memory creates fear. But if our head is cut off, even the pain of that severance won't be remembered. And the severance will be quick like 1-4 train wheels over the neck but the first wheel should do it just fine. The brain not only loses blood but oxygen as well. A guaranteed death, no do overs. No botched attempt that just adds another memory of pain (fear) to the books. We never reset. Everyday we simply sleep and then our system arises with the same applications open and running day after day. So we have all this memory that is dedicated to pain/fear. Probably several gigabytes of painful memories. Our minds try to put a pain value on experiences we never even had. What says a broken leg (a break that breaks the skin) is more painful than a severed leg unless you've experienced both. I'm tired of being scared everytime I go out for a drive. Tensed everytime I pass small or large intersections just waiting for someone to come out of the woodwork and plow into my car. I'm tired of being afraid of elevators, escalators, parking garages, bridges that can collapse, of going off the road, of a tire blowout or the engine seizing while I'm doing 60mph down the highway, or dry joints/bearings. But there is a mental reward everytime I've gone out on a mission and came back safe. I can relax. Not. Even as I sit here in my apartment I fear a gas main rupturing, or my apartment catching on fire, or the oven exploding while I'm baking french fries.

Bestgoredotcom (videos) has videos of people getting various parts severed by train. Some people even cut in two. They seem to be more morose, or in shock than in pain.

I think this will be my true method. There is a commercial train terminal in this city so heavy freighters stop and pass through here. Although, I'd like to drive to another city because I don't want everyone knowing I've died in this city and them to put my pictures all over the news, I think the news would reach my city unless I drove to another state.

Unless you're a celebrity, newspaper or news outlets rarely put your name out there. Almost never a picture. I've been following suicide news for a few weeks, they only name a celebrity like Anthony Bourdain, Kate Spade, Stephanie Adams (a Playboy model who jumped) in nyc

 

[ChickenAndPotatoes]

I'd always planned to do similar, but lay my neck on the track as it's nice and squishy. If it catches your head wrong it might push your head off the track?

Sorry, I meant neck. But you're right. Nice and squishy it is.

 

[TheLastTrip]

Ah, great minds think alike :D

I hope you're doing well bud! I can see you working through different methods here, I hope I didn't mess up your plans with anything I said!

 

[Limbo]

Silly method tbh. If you fuck it up you could end up with lifelong disabilty/embarrasing death with pain. Have you not seen those videos in india with the person in half alive for minutes/hours with their guts hanging out and hundreds filming them? Do you want that?

 

[ChickenAndPotatoes]

Silly method tbh. If you fuck it up you could end up with lifelong disabilty/embarrasing death with pain. Have you not seen those videos in india with the person in half alive for minutes/hours with their guts hanging out and hundreds filming them? Do you want that?

It'd be just my head severed at the neck. I'd do it a secluded stretch of track. Somewhere surrounded by trees and less people. Even if that means a good hike with sleeping bag to get to it.

 

[AveryConure]

I'd honestly advise different methods than doing this cause of possibly traumatizing onlookers/conductor and that chance of being permanently disabled, but it's your life I'm not your mom etc.

 

[ChickenAndPotatoes]

I'd honestly advise different methods than doing this cause of possibly traumatizing onlookers/conductor and that chance of being permanently disabled, but it's your life I'm not your mom etc.

The conductor has seen animals get hit by the train. And maybe the conductor has been given desensitization training. I would imagine he would have had to see powerpoint slideshows where they show the results of train jumpers, train impacts, etc. Plus, there is just no way to make death pretty. My body would more likely be fresh as opposed to a few days (decomposed) old when found which means it wouldn't smell.

 

[Shewaitsforme]

I could never back anyone wanting to do this method. You dont know what mental impact this could have on the driver. Yeah they are told about it in training but real life, there infront of you is different. What if the driver cant go back to work, what imoact could that have on their family, what if thry feel guilt and hurt themselves.

Story.....i work for the ambulance service, taught about death day in day out. First patient whilst i was in training was an old woman, rice pudding went down her windpipe, we fought to keep her alive all the way to hospital, she was trying to pull at her own chest, O2 sats 45%, get to hospital doc takes one look and says oh well shell be dead in an hour. I have not touched rice pudding and i didnt even cause it. So training and reality are two different things. Im fine seeing a 2hr old dead body tho, wierd.

You could be that one person who causes that train driver emotional distress, think about that.

 

[Skathon]

I would (will?) leave a note for the driver to not traumatise him or at least to reassure that it is not his fault.

 

[TheGoodGuy]

Train wheels crush the body, and then drag you across. It's better to just jump in front, head first so that you're killed instantly, and then crushed and dragged.

Lay the head on the track is WAY better because it will decapitate you, jumping in front of a train is a HUGE gamble whether or not you will be hit the right way and die instantly or maybe the train will just drag you under I have seen plenty of pictures and videos of both to know what is the best method.

 

[Rocky M]

I will admit, it is a very effective method. However I agree with shewaitsforme. I don't think it's worth traumatizing an outsider, but that's just me