Train suicide as a method of ctb in India

[WantToEscape96]

I live in India and I'm sitting at a railway platform noticing trains come and go right now and all of them so far seem to have that cow stopper or whatever they call it at the front of the train engine, it's too close to the rails. If one puts their head or body down on the line, it looks like it'll get dragged on the rails. I was seriously considering this method as a fast train would just go by and I could put my neck on the track leading to a quick decapitation. Now I'm disappointed af. Are all trains like this here? I don't want my head to get stuck under there and get dragged for fuck knows how long.
If this doesn't work, I'll have to resort to either jumping or hanging. I doubt there's any method that has zero degree of pain but if anyone knows anything please let me know?

 

[Vizzy]

I live in India and I'm sitting at a railway platform noticing trains come and go right now and all of them so far seem to have that cow stopper or whatever they call it at the front of the train engine, it's too close to the rails. If one puts their head or body down on the line, it looks like it'll get dragged on the rails. I was seriously considering this method as a fast train would just go by and I could put my neck on the track leading to a quick decapitation. Now I'm disappointed af. Are all trains like this here? I don't want my head to get stuck under there and get dragged for fuck knows how long.
If this doesn't work, I'll have to resort to either jumping or hanging. I doubt there's any method that has zero degree of pain but if anyone knows anything please let me know?

Check how express trains in India look like?

You can try SN method as it is readily available in India and cheap

Check the below link for that method

SN Bible Sodium Nitrite Method (Comprehensive Guide SN Method)

Sodium Nitrite (SN) Method Introduction This document is a compilation of different sn information, members inputs, important posts related to sn, recorded suicide cases related to sn, different research on sn and so on. This document also give a full understanding of SN, what it is, how it...

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Nitrogen gas method

 

[WantToEscape96]

Check how express trains in India look like?

You can try SN method as it is readily available in India and cheap

Check the below link for that method

SN Bible Sodium Nitrite Method (Comprehensive Guide SN Method)

Sodium Nitrite (SN) Method Introduction This document is a compilation of different sn information, members inputs, important posts related to sn, recorded suicide cases related to sn, different research on sn and so on. This document also give a full understanding of SN, what it is, how it...

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Nitrogen gas method

I did check. They all have that metal guard thing below on the front very close to the rails. I wish they didn't have those so close down.

Anyway, I checked the SN method, seems promising, tried to order from a few chemical sellers but turns out it's not as easy to buy it, to complete the order they all ask organization/business name or academia name and number. I guess they're aware people can use it to ctb.
However, I *was* able to complete my order on Amazon from this one seller, I'm hoping it'll be legit and won't come with any hassles.
Thanks for your response btw. I appreciate it.

 

[Vizzy]

I did check. They all have that metal guard thing below on the front very close to the rails. I wish they didn't have those so close down.

Anyway, I checked the SN method, seems promising, tried to order from a few chemical sellers but turns out it's not as easy to buy it, to complete the order they all ask organization/business name or academia name and number. I guess they're aware people can use it to ctb.
However, I *was* able to complete my order on Amazon from this one seller, I'm hoping it'll be legit and won't come with any hassles.
Thanks for your response btw. I appreciate it.

Indian sellers don't care about ctb and in India sn is not a big problem, you can get easily in India

India mart literally has everything lol, they even sell my favorite drug which is soma damn I wish I was in India lol

 

[Praestat_Mori]

You'd always have the option of CO (via charcoal) in a small room or tent. I guess that is available in india and everywhere else. I wish you all the best!

Charcoal method advice

Hi, I somehow came across this site after some furious google searching over the weekend. After trying and failing other methods over the past month I came across back to the idea of carbon monoxide and decided to dig further into charcoal burning, of which there are plenty discussions on this...

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[lifeisbutadream]

Indian sellers don't care about ctb and in India sn is not a big problem, you can get easily in India

India mart literally has everything lol, they even sell my favorite drug which is soma damn I wish I was in India lol

Indiamart advertises N for sale.

 

[WantToEscape96]

Indian sellers don't care about ctb and in India sn is not a big problem, you can get easily in India

India mart literally has everything lol, they even sell my favorite drug which is soma damn I wish I was in India lol

Your comment kinda made me feel confident so I called them where it says call or get quote.
They do have everything it would seem but I called like 3 different sellers today on Indiamart for N and SN. For N, they straight up asked do I have a doctor's note for it as it's a very strong med. I panicked, dropped the line and blocked the number. For SN, another one asked me what's the name of your company or your University and why do you need it.
From what I experienced, I don't think it's as easy as you guys think it is to get all this in India. They seem to advertise everything but getting your hands on it isn't easy. They may not care about ctb they certainly do care about misuse it seems. I'll still call a few more sellers and try with them later to see if they say any different.
Char

You'd always have the option of CO (via charcoal) in a small room or tent. I guess that is available in india and everywhere else. I wish you all the best!

Charcoal method advice

Hi, I somehow came across this site after some furious google searching over the weekend. After trying and failing other methods over the past month I came across back to the idea of carbon monoxide and decided to dig further into charcoal burning, of which there are plenty discussions on this...

sanctioned-suicide.net

Charcoal? That's interesting. I'll have to read up on this one. Thank you.

 

[Vizzy]

Your comment kinda made me feel confident so I called them where it says call or get quote.
They do have everything it would seem but I called like 3 different sellers today on Indiamart for N and SN. For N, they straight up asked do I have a doctor's note for it as it's a very strong med. I panicked, dropped the line and blocked the number. For SN, another one asked me what's the name of your company or your University and why do you need it.
From what I experienced, I don't think it's as easy as you guys think it is to get all this in India. They seem to advertise everything but getting your hands on it isn't easy. They may not care about ctb they certainly do care about misuse it seems. I'll still call a few more sellers and try with them later to see if they say any different.
Char

Charcoal? That's interesting. I'll have to read up on this one. Thank you.

It depends on how you talk, me and my friends can speak Hindi and we don't give a fuck especially dealing with a Indian seller.

If a seller ask me too much questions I will ask to his face, is he willing to sell or not, if answer is no I will say to seller okay bye and I will make sure no friends of mine buy from you, mostly if a Indian seller say no to me I will say to him say the price whatever you want because money works in India, why you afraid of talking to people I just don't understand maybe you are young to talk with them. It all depends on how you talk and how you carry yourself so no point in being scared, these sellers ain't gonna do anything and they are people like you and me lol

As a buyer you have the full power when it comes to a purchase so you talk and don't allow the seller to talk, the more dominant in your talking seller will shut up and listen to you

Nembutal I don't think you can get from India mart, mostly they don't have it but SN it should be easy, me and my friends bought drugs before from the mart but now we don't as we have other options

You said you ordered in Amazon, right ?

Indiamart advertises N for sale.

Yes but mostly they don't have it

 

[WantToEscape96]

It depends on how you talk, me and my friends can speak Hindi and we don't give a fuck especially dealing with a Indian seller.

If a seller ask me too much questions I will ask to his face, is he willing to sell or not, if answer is no I will say to seller okay bye and I will make sure no friends of mine buy from you, mostly if a Indian seller say no to me I will say to him say the price whatever you want because money works in India, why you afraid of talking to people I just don't understand maybe you are young to talk with them. It all depends on how you talk and how you carry yourself so no point in being scared, these sellers ain't gonna do anything and they are people like you and me lol

As a buyer you have the full power when it comes to a purchase so you talk and don't allow the seller to talk, the more dominant in your talking seller will shut up and listen to you

Nembutal I don't think you can get from India mart, mostly they don't have it but SN it should be easy, me and my friends bought drugs before from the mart but now we don't as we have other options

You said you ordered in Amazon, right ?

Yes but mostly they don't have it

lmao nah man I'm not young, just not a very sociable person. Plus, I don't understand Hindi as it's not my native tongue. I'm from South of India. I spoke to them in English only as sellers are based in different states.
Also, dominant buyer part - yeah maybe, interesting point I'll give you that.
I just didn't know what to say when they asked those questions all of a sudden.

What drugs did you guys buy anyway?
You also said you speak Hindi, are you of North Indian descent? It's the native tongue there.

And yea only place I was able to order SN was Amazon surprisingly from this one seller but I'm worried if it'll be a legit product or not. We'll see I guess.

 

[Vizzy]

lmao nah man I'm not young, just not a very sociable person. Plus, I don't understand Hindi as it's not my native tongue. I'm from South of India. I spoke to them in English only as sellers are based in different states.
Also, dominant buyer part - yeah maybe, interesting point I'll give you that.
I just didn't know what to say when they asked those questions all of a sudden.

What drugs did you guys buy anyway?
You also said you speak Hindi, are you of North Indian descent? It's the native tongue there.

And yea only place I was able to order SN was Amazon surprisingly from this one seller but I'm worried if it'll be a legit product or not. We'll see I guess.

I was born in Singapore, Indian mom and African dad so I can speak many languages and my mom taught me Hindi

I buy soma from India and my friends buy other drugs, my mom from south India too especially Chennai and Bangalore so I can speak Hindi, Tamil, kannada and little Malayalam.

I think Amazon one is genuine and legit, you can test your SN after you get it.

 

[WantToEscape96]

That's very cool you're a polyglot.

I hope so, I'll test before taking it for sure.

 

[Theman]

Suicide by train is a very painful way to go.I would suggest either nitrogen or SN.The purity of SN has to be greater than 95%.You can try ordering SN from India Mart.

 

[gottablast888]

I dont think it is a good option, i think the most considerate ctb involves noone else but yourself. dont make the train operator feel like a murderer

 

[WantToEscape96]

I dont think it is a good option, i think the most considerate ctb involves noone else but yourself. dont make the train operator feel like a murderer

Nobody has any clue what hell I'm going through. I'm in immense mental pain due to fucked up things that have happened in my life quite recently so excuse me if I dont give a fuck about being considerate while killing myself, thats the last thing I care about. Plus, Im not even considering this method anymore. If SN doesnt work, violent methods will be my only realistic last resort. Secondly, even if I were to go ahead with the train method, its not making anyone feel like a murderer cuz its not their fault. Murder is done with full intent to kill, someone getting in front of the train of their accord to die doesnt make the driver a murderer. So please dont go around telling people already in immense pain to be considerate!!

 

[gottablast888]

Nobody has any clue what hell I'm going through. I'm in immense mental pain due to fucked up things that have happened in my life quite recently so excuse me if I dont give a fuck about being considerate while killing myself, thats the last thing I care about. Plus, Im not even considering this method anymore. If SN doesnt work, violent methods will be my only realistic last resort. Secondly, even if I were to go ahead with the train method, its not making anyone feel like a murderer cuz its not their fault. Murder is done with full intent to kill, someone getting in front of the train of their accord to die doesnt make the driver a murderer. So please dont go around telling people already in immense pain to be considerate!!

You asked us what we think of your method and you got a response. maybe you should have wrote this in a diary instead if you didnt want any response. There are so many ways to ctb without involving anyone, that is accessible world wide. Best of luck

 

[WantToEscape96]

You asked us what we think of your method and you got a response. maybe you should have wrote this in a diary instead if you didnt want any response. There are so many ways to ctb without involving anyone, that is accessible world wide. Best of luck

Maybe YOU should learn to be considerate yourself instead of telling suicidal people on a suicidal forum to be considerate while killing themselves. Do you even understand how many suicidal people are so much in pain that being considerate is the last thing on their mind?
And no? I don't need to write in a diary?
Maybe work on your reading comprehension too. Re-read my initial post again, nowhere did I ask for your opinion on train suicide, I asked for any other methods and if all trains are like that.
I asked for a method, didn't ask for your opinion on the method is considerate or not. It's ridiculous how you don't see how your "opinion" comes across as incredibly rude to someone already in pain but good luck to you too.

 

[Waxeye6661]

I was born in Singapore, Indian mom and African dad so I can speak many languages and my mom taught me Hindi

I buy soma from India and my friends buy other drugs, my mom from south India too especially Chennai and Bangalore so I can speak Hindi, Tamil, kannada and little Malayalam.

I think Amazon one is genuine and legit, you can test your SN after you get it.

Soma [carisoprodol ]
indiamart says it's non-prescription and it's a Benzo isn't it. sounds nice as painkillers don't work on me as i've been on methadone for the last 25 years.

briefly thought of that as a ctb method but I can't save enough of it without withdrawals and have a high tolerance even with benzos on top.
Exit bag for me.

 

[k1w1]

Soma [carisoprodol ]
indiamart says it's non-prescription and it's a Benzo isn't it. sounds nice as painkillers don't work on me as i've been on methadone for the last 25 years.

briefly thought of that as a ctb method but I can't save enough of it without withdrawals and have a high tolerance even with benzos on top.
Exit bag for me.

I have a similar opiod tolerance. Check your conversation log for a msg

 

[Sylveon]

This is the first time I'm hearing of that cow stopper thingy.

F**k.

 

[monkey.d.luffy]

That's very cool you're a polyglot.

I hope so, I'll test before taking it for sure.

Hi , Following this thread did you get it. I'm hoping to do the same could you DM ?

 

[let.me.let.go87]

Suicide by train is a very painful way to go.I would suggest either nitrogen or SN.The purity of SN has to be greater than 95%.You can try ordering SN from India Mart.

Do they really verify shit? I just put in a thing asking how much it costs and made up a business name and shit to try to order