Train schedule

[Cantbereal]

How do you get a freight train schedule? Is it possible? Its 2 min from my house but I'm too sick to be out waiting and by the time I hear it it's too late to go.










Dont discourage me please I know this,method suxks.

 

[AmericanMary]

I don't know how to obtain a schedule & I am not trying to discourage you. This is your life and nobody can make these choices except for you.

However, have you considered that the train method could leave a lot of people traumatized? Just a thought! I was going to attempt to CTB by train before I put this into perspective.

 

[underscore_nine]

I don't know how to obtain a schedule & I am not trying to discourage you. This is your life and nobody can make these choices except for you.

However, have you considered that the train method could leave a lot of people traumatized? Just a thought! I was going to attempt to CTB by train before I put this into perspective.

Sadly it happens often. My friends dad operates a train and its a rather normal thing that's happened 7-8 times throughout his career. I dont think its as traumatizing as you'd think

 

[AmericanMary]

Sadly it happens often. My friends dad operates a train and its a rather normal thing that's happened 7-8 times throughout his career. I dont think its as traumatizing as you'd think

just because one person you know isn't traumatized by it, doesn't mean others wouldnt be.

 

[underscore_nine]

just because one person you know isn't traumatized by it, doesn't mean others wouldnt be.

You wouldn't have to deal with the result so shrug

 

[AmericanMary]

You wouldn't have to deal with the result so shrug

That's true. If it is a success.

I am not going to sit here and argue over morality. I am not trying to get anyone to change their mind. This is y'all's life. Do whatever you want. I truthfully do not care.

Just sharing my experience. I personally wouldn't be comfortable doing something that could potentially traumatize strangers, children, for the rest of their lives.

 

[Cantbereal]

I don't know how to obtain a schedule & I am not trying to discourage you. This is your life and nobody can make these choices except for you.

However, have you considered that the train method could leave a lot of people traumatized? Just a thought! I was going to attempt to CTB by train before I put this into perspective.

a,freight train no passengers

 

[AmericanMary]

a,freight train no passengers

But still a conductor & staff

 

[Cantbereal]

That's true. If it is a success.

I am not going to sit here and argue over morality. I am not trying to get anyone to change their mind. This is y'all's life. Do whatever you want. I truthfully do not care.

Just sharing my experience. I personally wouldn't be comfortable doing something that could potentially traumatize strangers, children, for the rest of their lives.

It's a freight train only a driver

 

[AmericanMary]

It's a freight train only a driver

In (america) there are almost always 2 people on a freight train.

You do you, boo.

I simply asked if you have ever thought about traumatizing over people. Just the conductor or a train full of people- in my eyes- it doesn't matter. It's the same thing.

A few weeks ago,
I personally would have done anything to CTB. This website made me second guess my method so I don't traumatize others. Nobody talked me out of it, as I am not talking you out of it. But thinking of every possible scenario, I believe, is important.

Getting into specifics doesn't really change anything so I think it's best we end our conversation here.

 

[suffering_mo]

But still a conductor & staff

Listen, I wouldn't be for this either but this woman is suffering more than you can imagine.... physical and mental torture that is unnatural because of what medicine has done to her.

 

[EyesOfNight]

I couldn't find a map that would offer cargo train tracking. I think it's unlikely that something like this exists for the USA because... well... it's the USA.

 

[Cantbereal]

In (america) there are almost always 2 people on a freight train.

You do you, boo.

I simply asked if you have ever thought about traumatizing over people. Just the conductor or a train full of people- in my eyes- it doesn't matter. It's the same thing.

A few weeks ago,
I personally would have done anything to CTB. This website made me second guess my method so I don't traumatize others. Nobody talked me out of it, as I am not talking you out of it. But thinking of every possible scenario, I believe, is important.

Getting into specifics doesn't really change anything so I think it's best we end our conversation here.

Of course I've thought about it. I've researched this for 2 years. My illness has progressed and I have no other methods. I tried hanging, pills,fail, cant do sn due to gastropaeresis. No way to get a gun. I had a partner who had sn last year from this site he died but it wouldn't pass through my bowels. If you can help me obtain a better method I'd appreciate that but every person has limitations and urgencies.

I couldn't find a map that would offer cargo train tracking. I think it's unlikely that something like this exists for the USA because... well... it's the USA.

Thank you I tried last year I think I even called. It sucks I cant be loitering like that. This is too hard I need a gun

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I think it would be impossible to get a freight train schedule as that would be something that is "internal" to the companies. They move freight between their yards and such. It's not like they're taking freight straight to a Home Depot. And I kinda doubt they operate on a rigid schedule, tbh.

 

[ieatcrayons]

I don't know how to obtain a schedule & I am not trying to discourage you. This is your life and nobody can make these choices except for you.

However, have you considered that the train method could leave a lot of people traumatized? Just a thought! I was going to attempt to CTB by train before I put this into perspective.

The reality of the matter is that with most train systems suicide or accidental death is extremely common. Common enough that they are trained for the situation and in my situation are provided counseling and leave afterwards.

Suppose someone was in an abusive relationship and their partner was beating them. Would you tell the victim that they aren't allowed to call the cops? There is a chance that the officer may be traumatized by the incident. That the officer is new to their job and can't tolerate issues like that. When you sign up to be a train conductor, you know what you're signing up for whether it be through training or word of mouth. Blaming the victim in this situation is absolutely crazy. If they cared about hurting other people they would've already considered the consequences of train ctb. Train ctb almost always comes from desperation and lack of choice.

 

[Aprilfarewell4]

The reality of the matter is that with most train systems suicide or accidental death is extremely common. Common enough that they are trained for the situation and in my situation are provided counseling and leave afterwards.

Suppose someone was in an abusive relationship and their partner was beating them. Would you tell the victim that they aren't allowed to call the cops? There is a chance that the officer may be traumatized by the incident. That the officer is new to their job and can't tolerate issues like that. When you sign up to be a train conductor, you know what you're signing up for whether it be through training or word of mouth. Blaming the victim in this situation is absolutely crazy. If they cared about hurting other people they would've already considered the consequences of train ctb. Train ctb almost always comes from desperation and lack of choice.

Facts.

No one should be condemning this person. they need to make a decision because of their extreme suffering, suffering that I doubt anyone else on here understands truly, because if they did, they would understand why someone would even consider this option. People die everyday slaughtered in genocide and war, sometimes bad things happen, such as severe chemical damage from Rx drugs. This person didn't deserve what happened to them and they don't need to be made to feel any worse about what they have to do.

OP, you do whatever you need and want. I understand.

 

[Cantbereal]

I think it would be impossible to get a freight train schedule as that would be something that is "internal" to the companies. They move freight between their yards and such. It's not like they're taking freight straight to a Home Depot. And I kinda doubt they operate on a rigid schedule, tbh.

True I just can't stalk it I'm very sick so I ca not just walk around and wait. It alwaya,seemes like weekend were busy but I think it just pieces me off it would wake me up. 9l need a gun this is too harsh on me

 

[Stinger4771]

If you can't get a schedule, best you can do is observe the tracks and see when trains go by, I expect they'd be on a schedule.

 

[LostInTheWoods]

If someone is scared of traumatize passengers, just wait to be on a train when someone else jumps in front of it: you'll hear things like "i'm late because of this madman", "why didn't he choice another train" etc, you'll hear such lack of empathy from the poor passegners that you won't care anymore about the possibiliy of traumatizing them. As for the train conductor well you don't kbow who they are, maybe the beat up their wife or abuse their children, so someone who deserves to be traumatized

 

[DeathWish3301]

How do you get a freight train schedule? Is it possible? Its 2 min from my house but I'm too sick to be out waiting and by the time I hear it it's too late to go.










Dont discourage me please I know this,method suxks.

Freight trains aren't going to operate on a regular or strict schedule. Times and frequency are going to vary.

Depending on the load & length, they may not be going very fast, at all. Something to consider.

If the tracks are owned by the freight company in your region, they may share them with companies such as Amtrak. You can find station to station schedules on their website. That's the closest you're going to get to a schedule, and even then you'll have to do the math on when it'll be where you are.

If you really wanted to go this far with it, you could get a radio, look up their frequencies online and listen for when they're coming. This will still probably involve calculations.

As mentioned by other users, choosing this method will involve other people. A freight train will have a conductor and engineer. Passenger train speaks for itself. Be sure you're okay with this. I get why people advise against this method for that reason, but I don't judge you for it, at all.

The last apartment I rented had active, busy railroads right near it. I lost count of how many times I went there in the dead of night to stand on the tracks and do what you're looking to do. I couldn't do it, too scared of surviving with horrific pain and injuries. I'd run off and find cover so they didn't see me. If SI is an issue for you, wouldn't recommend this method.

Lastly, if you are spotted on the tracks, the crew on board will radio their dispatch, who will call the police.

Hope this was informative.

 

[suffering_mo]

Of course I've thought about it. I've researched this for 2 years. My illness has progressed and I have no other methods. I tried hanging, pills,fail, cant do sn due to gastropaeresis. No way to get a gun. I had a partner who had sn last year from this site he died but it wouldn't pass through my bowels. If you can help me obtain a better method I'd appreciate that but every person has limitations and urgencies.

Thank you I tried last year I think I even called. It sucks I cant be loitering like that. This is too hard I need a gun

@Cantbereal

Did you get hospitalized from a pill failure?


Maybe truck idea is better? I don't know....I am in the same damn boat of nothing right noe and it's a shit position to be in. People can't understand this level of human suffering. At the same time, I think SN could be effective for you if you could get it.

Freight trains aren't going to operate on a regular or strict schedule. Times and frequency are going to vary.

Depending on the load & length, they may not be going very fast, at all. Something to consider.

If the tracks are owned by the freight company in your region, they may share them with companies such as Amtrak. You can find station to station schedules on their website. That's the closest you're going to get to a schedule, and even then you'll have to do the math on when it'll be where you are.

If you really wanted to go this far with it, you could get a radio, look up their frequencies online and listen for when they're coming. This will still probably involve calculations.

As mentioned by other users, choosing this method will involve other people. A freight train will have a conductor and engineer. Passenger train speaks for itself. Be sure you're okay with this. I get why people advise against this method for that reason, but I don't judge you for it, at all.

The last apartment I rented had active, busy railroads right near it. I lost count of how many times I went there in the dead of night to stand on the tracks and do what you're looking to do. I couldn't do it, too scared of surviving with horrific pain and injuries. I'd run off and find cover so they didn't see me. If SI is an issue for you, wouldn't recommend this method.

Lastly, if you are spotted on the tracks, the crew on board will radio their dispatch, who will call the police.

Hope this was informative.

I don't know that laying on tracks is good. I think you have to walk/run in front of it.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

True I just can't stalk it I'm very sick so I ca not just walk around and wait. It alwaya,seemes like weekend were busy but I think it just pieces me off it would wake me up. 9l need a gun this is too harsh on me

I completely understand. I live near tracks and there's no rhyme or reason to how they run. I think different trains take different amounts of time to load depending on what they're hauling. Same goes for unloading. Honestly, I don't feel it's the best way, anyway, not because of traumatizing anyone, but because there's just too many things that could go wrong and leave you really messed up physically, but not dead. You don't have any way to access guns in your area? I'm not trying to encourage you to use a gun to ctb, just asking in general. Maybe there are other methods that might be accessible to you? IDK. I feel for you, though, and hope you can figure something out that works for you.

 

[Cantbereal]

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I completely understand. I live near tracks and there's no rhyme or reason to how they run. I think different trains take different amounts of time to load depending on what they're hauling. Same goes for unloading. Honestly, I don't feel it's the best way, anyway, not because of traumatizing anyone, but because there's just too many things that could go wrong and leave you really messed up physically, but not dead. You don't have any way to access guns in your area? I'm not trying to encourage you to use a gun to ctb, just asking in general. Maybe there are other methods that might be accessible to you? IDK. I feel for you, though, and hope you can figure something out that works for you.

No guns I have no way my license expired. I tried partial, pills. . . Tried cutting. I need help. Almost took sn but my bowels are almost paralyzed. I do need out asap. Is there help you could give me on gun?

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I only mentioned guns because you did in your first post. I was just curious as to why you cant get a gun. I cant get you a gun if thats what youre asking.