train method

[drained999]

i have been writing here a couple of times. i have been debating if i should do the train method. i think thats the only solution for me. im close to a train station but im so unsure how to go about it. laying down in tracks so only my head get severed or jump in front of the train? i have no idea. whats is the best way to go about it if you had to choose this method. im not scared to die or the pain AT ALL. im looking forward to it but im scared i will live. i want to make sure im dead when i do this. im going to do this very late at night and train station close to my home i barely see anyone being there anyways. if i see someone ill go back home because i dont want to burden anyone with my death even though its very unlikely they will see my death. i know the poor conduktor but at this point i have NO CHOICE. theres no other viable methods for me or i wouldnt have gone this route so spare me with your concern.

 

[kashtiraduelist]

The first thing I would do is make sure the tracks are not electrically charged. If they are and you touch them they could potentially move your body into a position where the train would not kill you, but would severely injure you instead. If they are not electrified rails id focus on making sure you hit the head/neck. Wishing you the best.