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JayBot2005

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Aug 23, 2020
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I see this as my only way out at the moment. Frankly, and I may sound like I lack empathy, I don't care much about the driver. They signed up for that risk. I'm going to do it when it's dark out and with as few bystanders as possible. There is no other way. I'm so defeated.
 
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hi-okbye

hi-okbye

7.7.2023<3
May 5, 2023
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i understand the pain your going through. i just want to know are you sure you've exhausted all other options first? If you really feel like you have, then i wish you luck moving forward and eternal peace <3
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I wish you the best with your plans, I hope that when the time is right for you to leave you find freedom from your suffering.
 
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letsgetittogo

letsgetittogo

Barbiturate Summer :p
Nov 11, 2023
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I see this as my only way out at the moment. Frankly, and I may sound like I lack empathy, I don't care much about the driver. They signed up for that risk. I'm going to do it when it's dark out and with as few bystanders as possible. There is no other way. I'm so defeated.
Are you afraid at all? I'm planning on ctb too, but I don't know why but jumping / trains always make me kind of squeamish to think about, just because I want my death to be as painless as possible and I've heard there's a lot of variables involved in those kinds of methods