Total despair

[eternalbliss22]

The gaslighting has slowed, but they can't stop all together. It's still happening here and there. Started a new job but I'm waiting to see the interference & how long till I'm ran off. Completely broke now, gotta go the week without eating. I just need hang myself now

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Definitely sounds like a despair situation you find your self in. Short of CTB, the only other option you have, until you can earn some money, is finding yourself some food, whether that be by visiting a food pantry, begging strangers for food or money to buy some, asking a friend for some, digging in a dumpster in the back of a grocery store. Those are all legit options that could be done if you chose them if you didn't want to CTB. They're all difficult so it will take strength on your part to do them. Good luck.

 

[FuneralCry]

That sounds like a really awful situation to be in, it's undeniable that both humans and life itself are the problem. It's just so horrible how many people make this world a much more hellish place with the suffering that they cause others to experience.