Venting Torture chamber

[SilentSadness]

That's all this is, just a horrific never ending torture chamber. It's so unlucky that I'm alive and suffering, there's nothing I can do about it no matter how much I wait, it's a really dark and twisted story. Everyone wants it to continue, every day is an uphill struggle fighting the obstacles others have worked so tirelessly to create. Just counting down the eons until I find a reliable method. There's no relief or comfort, this society couldn't care less about suffering individuals. I know my struggles don't change anything, I'm like a beached whale.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand, I also find it so dreadful how I'm still suffering in this cruel, undesirable existence, all I wish for is the option to just never wake again but I really wish I never existed at all, it's truly so horrible to me how suicide isn't accepted as a valid option even know people suffer so immensely.

 

[SilentSadness]

It's so horrible to be here, there really is no relief at all. Others are cruel to the point that it's worse than the cruelty of existing here, suffering every waking moment. It will never change, it will stay like this forever.