Story Took Clonopan to relax enough to hang myself. Waiting now.

[lockedinbedroom]

I don't have anyone to talk to. I never have. I thought I'd try here. Someone here suggested the Clonopan a while ago to help relax enough to successfully hang myself. My situation has become unbearable.

 

[Shu]

You can talk to us.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/chat/

 

[lockedinbedroom]

You can talk to us.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/chat/

Thank you. Clicks link but I don't seem to have access.

 

[Endtimes1]

I don't have anyone to talk to. I never have. I thought I'd try here. Someone here suggested the Clonopan a while ago to help relax enough to successfully hang myself. My situation has become unbearable.

Maybe focusing to find someone to talk to, buying psychology time if you can afford is a better solution than hanging.

What do you think?

 

[FuneralCry]

Living certainly is very painful and I'm sorry that it has come to this point for you. I understand that it is hard to carry on when you are desperate to leave. I wish you relief from your suffering in whatever you decide to do.

 

[lockedinbedroom]

Maybe focusing to find someone to talk to, buying psychology time if you can afford is a better solution than hanging.

What do you think?

Nothing works for me. I am treatment resistant to m ds and medical cal devices. I have tried everything. I had a psychologist I really clicked with but I moved and have not found one that is taking new patients. I have tried a few that are. It is exhausting. I don't feel heard and it doesn't help like my old therapist. I it just makes me feel like a failure more than I already do. have a lot of triggers and trust is really hard for me. I appreciate your responses. I just don't think I have a place in this world. I feel lost and alone and the pain of that is so intense. My difficulty in trusting is most of the problem, I know that, but I don't know what to do about it and the loneliness and isolation. Feeling unloved in cared for is so hard. My absence would be a relief to the people in my life and to me. I am the problem. I dindnt used to think that. I really think the world is a better place without me in it.

 

[Shu]

Thank you. Clicks link but I don't seem to have access.

Post 6 more comments and you should have access

 

[lockedinbedroom]

Posting 6 comments to get to chat. I think this number 4. It's becoming hard to focus
This is post number 5 to get to chat

 

[itsalldark]

Also waiting myself. Be peaceful and hope to see you on the other side friend.