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Venting Too sick for SN

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mediocre

trapped here
Nov 9, 2019
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I really want to cbt soon but I am so nauseous and physically sick all the time. I'm worried that if I ingest the SN I'll vomit it straight out.

is anyone else in a similar situation?
 
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mediocre

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Nov 9, 2019
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It feels like my body is torturing me and just won't let me die.
 
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Meant2Die

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Nov 8, 2019
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I"m so sorry to hear this. I'm sort of in the same boat bc if I am not on the meds that are somewhat working, then I am totally disabled, feeling like utter shit, weak fatigued, tired, in pain. Absolutely miserable. That's why I have to CTB now while still being able to stand before they change my meds again (they rotate every few months) and when they do I def won't be able to ctb as easily as I could now.
 
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jgm63

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Oct 28, 2019
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mediocre said:
I really want to cbt soon but I am so nauseous and physically sick all the time. I'm worried that if I ingest the SN I'll vomit it straight out.

is anyone else in a similar situation?
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I would think the anti-emetic would be very helpful with this.
Plus you would need to just try to calm your mind.
 
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Pretty similar situation here. My specifics are just too weird.
 
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Moony21

Moony21

Experienced
Nov 23, 2018
273
Similar situation. Feeling sick all the time. The only thing which helps me for a few hours is mirtazapin. After taking it I can eat and don't feel sick. Do you take some meds?
 
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mediocre

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Moony21 said:
Similar situation. Feeling sick all the time. The only thing which helps me for a few hours is mirtazapin. After taking it I can eat and don't feel sick. Do you take some meds?
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I don't take anything except anti depressants. Medication doesn't work on me I've tried lots but they don't make a difference.
 
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Moony21

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Nov 23, 2018
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Mirta is a anti depressant too. I am sorry to hear that. I wish you the best for using SN. I am sure with Anti Emetics you can go through.
 
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