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Ramirez
Criminally insane
- Jun 10, 2019
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Has anyone else been on here for years too scared to kill themselves? been almost over 2 years for me. If yes what is holding you back? Just interested.
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same. reasonable. very scary.yea I'm with you only thing holding me back is the fear of surviving and being left a vegetable.
I hear you. have been through alot o fcounseling aswell. As you said their jub is to keep us alive. I never felt really cared for or understood.This is my second account on SS, my original account was created March 2019. From that point, I was beginning to lose my nerve- my will to live. I had been trying prior to that to heal from trauma through weekly counselling (2017-2019), then 3-month intensive therapy (2020). I was surrounded by people whose job it was to help me. Once they started to fade away (the supports) & I was left to my own devices due to service limitations, everything started to return to baseline. My baseline is "I want to CTB." Mental health is funny that way.
Though now I don't care anymore, I am more afraid of life than death.
I think a lot of us feel that, we've come to terms with death but can't seem to step through the door. It's bizarre.I'm scared of suffering while I die but not death.
i see. but lemme tell you this. You will be fine. I dont believe in it myself much but i can promise there is no hell or anything like that.I'm scared of committing suicide only because I fear going to Hell. So, my primary reason for not committing suicide is religious.
100% agreei see. but lemme tell you this. You will be fine. I dont believe in it myself much but i can promise there is no hell or anything like that.