freedompass
Warlock
- Jan 27, 2021
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I feel bad for anyone here who reads my rants. Don't wanna bring y'all down. I know it's absurd. But that's what's unique about this place. Only here is it acceptable, a place you won't be judged as a misery guts.
Here's the thing tho. My life is not even that bad! I have a lovely home and virtually never have to go out if I don't want to. I have high speed internet lol. I love cooking and eating and enjoy ordering groceries and other stuff. Love how I feel after a nice bath and fresh clean clothes. I have a couple of real life female friends to confide in. I'm on high rate disability benefit. It's enough to afford a summer break in the seaside town. I enjoy drinking coffee and tea, and I vape. I can essentially do what the fuck I like when I like. I love true crime on YouTube.
Compared to the past, life is pretty good or at least peaceful and not ctb fuel as such. Doubt it will last. The gigantic maw of psychosis could decide to chew me up again. Either way…however comfy it's still death row. Why the fuck are we even here. Etc
Here's the thing tho. My life is not even that bad! I have a lovely home and virtually never have to go out if I don't want to. I have high speed internet lol. I love cooking and eating and enjoy ordering groceries and other stuff. Love how I feel after a nice bath and fresh clean clothes. I have a couple of real life female friends to confide in. I'm on high rate disability benefit. It's enough to afford a summer break in the seaside town. I enjoy drinking coffee and tea, and I vape. I can essentially do what the fuck I like when I like. I love true crime on YouTube.
Compared to the past, life is pretty good or at least peaceful and not ctb fuel as such. Doubt it will last. The gigantic maw of psychosis could decide to chew me up again. Either way…however comfy it's still death row. Why the fuck are we even here. Etc
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