Help Tonight's the night

[ScaredGirl]

I'm sorry I can't be okay I'm sorry I can't be happy I'm sorry I hate my face body voice and my life I'm sorry I don't enjoy things I'm sorry I'm trans I'm sorry I have asd I'm sorry I have adhd I'm sorry for being depressed for being suicidal and anxious day after day. I'm sorry I was never good enough for ahuken to ever love me or want to get to know me. I'm sorry I'm so broken. I'm sorry I couldn't have a family I'm sorry I can't get a job in sorry I'm disabled and csnt look after myself I'm sorry it's my birthday and I'm 21 today and this is the day I do this. I'm sorry I couldn't be strong enough I'm sorry I couldn't be sexy. I'm sorry I got r****d Im sorry I got abused I'm sorry I couldn't be a better person I'm sorey I coueltn help other well..I'm sorry I couldn't keep going

Im going to be taking all my omperazol citalopram progynova naproxen pregabalin and down a liter of jamesons. I can't wait for the sn to come.

I am lillie I am kind caring loving sweet shy tormented ugly nervous anxious generous and selfess I always tried my best to help others and make others happy and I'm so sorry I can't take it anymore I'm sorry I won't be remembered but at the same time I'm glad because I don't want to hurt ahuknr by going.

I love all of you and I pray you can find your peace and I'm sorry I can't be strong enough to help you I'm sorry I can't message you and smile for you and I'm sorry I can't make things better I'm so so so sorry

 

[deadmalk]

I'm sorry you feel that way. If you need someone to talk to, know that me and many others are here-just a message away. Peace seems so hard to reach.

 

[Nymph]

Hope you find peace

 

[Sakura94]

Happy Birthday, Lillie. I'm not educated on what that will do to you but I think you should be careful and not be too rash.

 

[Teal_Blue_Dreams]

I'm sorry I can't be okay I'm sorry I can't be happy I'm sorry I hate my face body voice and my life I'm sorry I don't enjoy things I'm sorry I'm trans I'm sorry I have asd I'm sorry I have adhd I'm sorry for being depressed for being suicidal and anxious day after day. I'm sorry I was never good enough for ahuken to ever love me or want to get to know me. I'm sorry I'm so broken. I'm sorry I couldn't have a family I'm sorry I can't get a job in sorry I'm disabled and csnt look after myself I'm sorry it's my birthday and I'm 21 today and this is the day I do this. I'm sorry I couldn't be strong enough I'm sorry I couldn't be sexy. I'm sorry I got r****d Im sorry I got abused I'm sorry I couldn't be a better person I'm sorey I coueltn help other well..I'm sorry I couldn't keep going

Im going to be taking all my omperazol citalopram progynova naproxen pregabalin and down a liter of jamesons. I can't wait for the sn to come.

I am lillie I am kind caring loving sweet shy tormented ugly nervous anxious generous and selfess I always tried my best to help others and make others happy and I'm so sorry I can't take it anymore I'm sorry I won't be remembered but at the same time I'm glad because I don't want to hurt ahuknr by going.

I love all of you and I pray you can find your peace and I'm sorry I can't be strong enough to help you I'm sorry I can't message you and smile for you and I'm sorry I can't make things better I'm so so so sorry

Hi Lillie! Several of us have tried to connect with you since an earlier thread. We care about you and want to be there for you. You are not alone and have people here that care. Hugs & Love

 

[ScaredGirl]

I can't stand being here anymore.. I want to be connected with and I want to help people love people and bond with people.. I'm too broken.

 

[NeverGoodEnuff]

Oh, Lillie. I feel your pain. May Peace be yours. The Peace of Christmas.

 

[muffin222]

Lillie, my heart hurts reading your words. I can feel the pain in your words, and I wish there was something I could do for you to alleviate your suffering. I'm so sorry that the world has been so unkind to you and that life has brought you such sorrow. I just hope you won't do anything impulsive
As long as you're completely sure of your decision, I wish you peace and freedom from your suffering. But, if not, I hope you remember that it's not too late to change your mind and give yourself more time to think things through. Either way, you're not alone and your pain isn't falling on deaf ears we're here

 

[Ghost2211]

I'm sorry to hear you're hurting so much, but this drug mix won't kill you. You'll suffer and end up in a mental hospital. Please talk to us and let us help you. If want to ctb find a more reliable way.

 

[ScaredGirl]

I'm sorry to hear you're hurting so much, but this drug mix won't kill you. You'll suffer and end up in a mental hospital. Please talk to us and let us help you. If want to ctb find a more reliable way.

Could you be my friend? And could you help me find a more reliable method please dear

 

[Ghost2211]

Could you be my friend? And could you help me find a more reliable method please dear

I can't tell you how to do it. You can read the resources and search the forum to find the answers you seek. I can be a friend and listen, but you must do your own research. I really only tell people when things won't work since I don't want people to suffer.

 

[NeverGoodEnuff]

I will be your friend, Lillie.