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Im thinking in a few hours, when everyone is occupied with celebrating the New year.

I have been Reading the forums up and down for a couple of months now, the night night method seems good. Didnt find my "sweet spot", but after using some Rice in 2 small plastic bags i think i finally found a way that is similar to corn bags.
I will tape theese on the front of my neck, or right next to my breething hole (sry my english, hah im Norwegian) and they cover a Great area, so i think this will work fine
I will tape them on me while im lying down, in bed, whit peace. But not to tight Just yet, Just in place.
I will then put a big Black plastic bag over my head, there is enough oxygen for a while, this bag is Just so that im sure i wont wake up brain dead and vegetable, dont want that! Think i will secure the bag somehow.. Not sure yet how.. Any tips?
Then i will use something to tight the neck and the Rice bags real good, but still slowly.. If done correctly +the bag! I should Just pass out and then sleep my way to the bus

Think i will Lie down in bed for the whole session.

Will also drink some alcohol and do some valium to ease my mind. Maybe some sleeping pills also. I think this will work..

Any input or advice before i go?
 
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The only thing I can think is to tape the bag over your head. I guess if it goes wrong you can just rip the bag
Good luck. May you find the peace you seek
 
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The only thing I can think is to tape the bag over your head. I guess if it goes wrong you can just rip the bag
Good luck. May you find the peace you seek
Thank you so much
 
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Sleep your way to the bus? Does this mean death? Sorry, I've seen many posts with people "catching the bus" and am curious.
 
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Sleep your way to the bus? Does this mean death? Sorry, I've seen many posts with people "catching the bus" and am curious.
Hah, yeah thats right. Basicly the same as catching the bus, Just seems more peaceful to sleep my way there
Also eating some phenergan! Not much, Just 200mg or something, Just enough to make me more drowsy.. Maybe adding an torniquet too, to be sure
And yes, i will write here tomorow if it didnt work or something. If not, then you know
 
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Hah, yeah thats right. Basicly the same as catching the bus, Just seems more peaceful to sleep my way there
Also eating some phenergan! Not much, Just 200mg or something, Just enough to make me more drowsy.. Maybe adding an torniquet too, to be sure
And yes, i will write here tomorow if it didnt work or something. If not, then you know
I hope all works well and you rest peacefully ❤ If not, we're here for you also :) With whichever decision you choose also
 
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I hope all works well and you rest peacefully ❤ If not, we're here for you also :) With whichever decision you choose also
Thank you ❤️ Love for all of you, wish you all the best
 
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Are you still here?
 
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Yeah, practising and preparing.. Trying not to forget anything
The worst thing is that i cant tell the ones i love. I cant tell them how much pain i am in, or Else they would stop me ofcourse. Kind of like a paradox
Sad that i cant ask for support, obviously.

But because it is New year, its a perfect time to write to them all that i love them very much. No one suspects no thing i think. So actually it is a perfect time
 
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Wishing you a peaceful journey. See you on the other side :heart:

PS- you can tell your loved ones how much pain you're in. If they help great, if not at least you tried everything and can ctb knowing that. Personally my family didn't give a shit. You're lucky to have people who love you. If you don't want to do it tonight that's fine, no rush
 
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Yeah, practising and preparing.. Trying not to forget anything
The worst thing is that i cant tell the ones i love. I cant tell them how much pain i am in, or Else they would stop me ofcourse. Kind of like a paradox
Sad that i cant ask for support, obviously.

But because it is New year, its a perfect time to write to them all that i love them very much. No one suspects no thing i think. So actually it is a perfect time
And i am now drinking my last bottle of my favourite french cider (big one) , in peace and ready ❤️
Took a couple of 40% shots, but not all in once, and maybe 6-8 valium allready. But i did not take all at once, using a couple of hours to dose my way up. Dont want to be fucked up when i "go to sleep".
When im going to the bed i am planning to take sleeping pills and phenergan, wait 5-10min,then but the bag over my head. (after the Rice bags and scarf around my neck ofc)
Hoping i will Black out! And then die in peace from loss of blood to the brain and then no oxygen. Fingers crossed.

00:46 now, so the time is gjetting closer ❤️
 
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@Sayhello, I'm sorry about whatever brought you to this. Your proposed method sounds experimental but if you're sure it's what you want I wish you the best outcomes of your decision. Please be careful x
 
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Wishing you a peaceful journey. See you on the other side :heart:

PS- you can tell your loved ones how much pain you're in. If they help great, if not at least you tried everything and can ctb knowing that. Personally my family didn't give a shit. You're lucky to have people who love you. If you don't want to do it tonight that's fine, no rush

Thank you ❤️ aah, they know how i feel.. The last 6 months have been very hard. I am bipolar and a depression hit me really hard, and i was very suicidal, but no attempts, Just planning
I got better, for like a week now i have been a rocket to the moon! But then.. One i love hanged himself a couple of days ago, so, im done now
I think my family and love ones know, they will not be surprised.
@Sayhello, I'm sorry about whatever brought you to this. Your proposed method sounds experimental but if you're sure it's what you want I wish you the best outcomes of your decision. Please be careful x

Thank you ❤️ its sad, yes, but also so very common.. Im not sad about it anymore, Just filled whit peace
 
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I'm so sorry to hear what you're dealing with. I hope there's an afterlife and it's kinder to us all than this hell hole
 
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Can't say anything on your method, unfortunately, but wishing you the best of luck and that it all works out well for you.
 
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Hey are you still with us? If you succeeded I hope it was a peaceful transition and you found what you're looking for :heart:
 
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Fucking shit did not work, but ill try a partial suspension instead. Dont have anywhere high enough for a full suspension
 
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HereToday

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Sorry to hear that, but glad you're still with us for now :hug: I envy your courage. Here I am waiting forever for SN instead of just getting it over with...
 
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Placement should be 1-2 fingers widths below the Adam's apple. I hope you find your peace. Sending love and hugs and kisses ❤
 
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If it didn't work out or you changed your mind, we are here for you.
 
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It didnt work, not the partial hanging either fuuCk!
 
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@Sayhello, I'm sorry you've had a rough and disappointing time. Most people have at least a couple of trial runs before we either change our minds or get it all to work as intended. Please get some rest now and think about all this later, okay? (((Hug)))
 
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We are here for you so sorry it did not work out... Thinking of you sending:heart: and :hug: :hug:
 
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I'm sorry it didn't work out for you.:'(
 
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I found this thread quite interesting :
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/farewell-and-thank-you.27028/
I think it's a partial suspension type method. If you search on this site against the video id, it seems quite a few people have referenced that video.
 
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I found this thread quite interesting :
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/farewell-and-thank-you.27028/
I think it's a partial suspension type method. If you search on this site against the video id, it seems quite a few people have referenced that video.

Thank you, i havet seen this video yet, so again thanks
@Sayhello, I'm sorry you've had a rough and disappointing time. Most people have at least a couple of trial runs before we either change our minds or get it all to work as intended. Please get some rest now and think about all this later, okay? (((Hug)))
Today i am resting, think i must go for another method.. OD must be alot easier
 
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I found this thread quite interesting :
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/farewell-and-thank-you.27028/
I think it's a partial suspension type method. If you search on this site against the video id, it seems quite a few people have referenced that video.

Thank you for this one I will try to find a place where i can do this, thank you so much.
Im going with love, i wish everyone the best
 
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jgm63

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If you decide to proceed then I wish you a safe journey to your new destination :heart:
 
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We are here and thinking of you. Come back and talk if you change your mind or it doesn't work.:heart:
 
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If you decide to proceed then I wish you a safe journey to your new destination :heart:

Thank you ❤️ still going back and forth.. But only because im scared, scared of not making it.. But this video is sick, it explains it so well.
Fuck. Think i got busted
 
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