ikadasui
Arcanist
- May 29, 2018
- 466
Sitting here with my 9mm loaded and safety on across from me at my desk. I don't know what happened but, (TMI) I got afflicted with hydroceleor something I'm not sure, but essentially my balls are bloated lmao it's incredibly uncomfortable, scary and makes walking to work painful. I looked up doctors appointments and then earliest they will see me would be march. Yeah, March... here I am with some kind of fluid or lump near my genitals and I'm on the waiting list. Despite my normal fucked up problems this was honestly the breaking point for me. I go through way too much bs on the daily and fate couldn't at least keep my cock and balls out of the ring? Really?! I've spent most of the day thinking about how shitty it was all of today and tomorrow will be much the same loop and the cycle will contiune while getting worse respectively always. Also one of my family members may have tested positive and exposed me as well I found out yday and I'm just over it there's only so much bs someone can be dealt before they fold