Discussion Tonight is probably the night

[justisabella]

I've got all my notes ready, got the rope at the right size, and I feel like today should be the day. It'll be about 5 hours until the house is empty so until then I'm here if anybody has any questions or anything. Inbetween all of this I'll probably be praying and reading a book.

 

[Nyx𓂀]

I wish you the best on your journey and hope you fine the peace you deserve . also if you want to talk to anyone before you leave my pm's are open :)

 

[justisabella]

I wish you the best on your journey and hope you fine the peace you deserve . also if you want to talk to anyone before you leave my pm's are open :)

Thank you <3 I hope that you end up happy and peaceful as well

 

[hurting]

I hope your prayers are answered and peace finds you.

 

[FallenfromGrace]

Rest well <3

 

[mortuarymary]

I've got all my notes ready, got the rope at the right size, and I feel like today should be the day. It'll be about 5 hours until the house is empty so until then I'm here if anybody has any questions or anything. Inbetween all of this I'll probably be praying and reading a book.

Keep talking to us. We are here for you.

 

[justisabella]

Keep talking to us. We are here for you.

Thank you, and thank all of you. I don't really have a choice and have to go through with it, but I'm still scared. About 90 minutes left now.

 

[SVEN]

Every good wish for a tranquil and peaceful few hours of preparation; followed by a gentle and swift transition. Go well and be kind to yourself.

 

[mortuarymary]

Thank you, and thank all of you. I don't really have a choice and have to go through with it, but I'm still scared. About 90 minutes left now.

Why today?

 

[Aim]

Adios, hope your journey is a swell one

 

[justisabella]

Why today?

Because the pain in my chest is getting worse, and because my partner knows I'm dying. It has to be today because she confessed that every day she's away she's terrified to come home and find that I've had a stroke or a heart attack and died. Every new day makes her suffer, and with whatever is wrong with me I might live 12 hours or 12 years.


Either way, I'm spending most of my time in bed incapable of caring for myself. It has to be tonight because I need to give her back a life that isn't caring for a disabled dying person. She's in her 20's, she deserves better.

Adios, hope your journey is a swell one

Me too. I hope you and everyone else here finds happiness one way or another.

 

[mortuarymary]

Because the pain in my chest is getting worse, and because my partner knows I'm dying. It has to be today because she confessed that every day she's away she's terrified to come home and find that I've had a stroke or a heart attack and died. Every new day makes her suffer, and with whatever is wrong with me I might live 12 hours or 12 years.


Either way, I'm spending most of my time in bed incapable of caring for myself. It has to be tonight because I need to give her back a life that isn't caring for a disabled dying person. She's in her 20's, she deserves better.

Me too. I hope you and everyone else here finds happiness one way or another.

I want to hug you.
i hope you have a safe and gentle way to go. Here if you need to chat.

 

[silent.desperation]

Heart breaking. I wish you nothing but peace, whatever you decide.

 

[Islacchi]

Best wishes and i hope you go in peace, one day i will join you too

 

[justisabella]

It's time. I'll post again tomorrow if I failed. Thank you all for the support

 

[kittyswift]

rest easy

 

[Yuna is My Waifu]

RIP

 

[justisabella]

Fucking shit... I couldn't do it. I tried, but couldn't fall unconscious. The stupid survival instinct is too strong. I want to, but not enough apparently

 

[hurting]

I am sorry you are still suffering.

 

[rozeske]

Am so sorry for the suffering you had to go through, I hope your prayers are answered and fly you to your ethernal peace

 

[justisabella]

I'm not giving up. I'll keep trying, and if all else fails start looking into other methods. SN seems promising, and maybe night night. It only needs to work once. Then I can finally rest. Thank you all for being here with me

 

[a.fool]

I'm not giving up. I'll keep trying, and if all else fails start looking into other methods. SN seems promising, and maybe night night. It only needs to work once. Then I can finally rest. Thank you all for being here with me

I wish it was easy for me to buy SN too.

 

[stuckinthemud]

I wish you peace and freedom from your pain and suffering

 

[redcarpet]

Do you think this action of yours will make your partner happy?
What if he/she does the same?
Would you like it then?

 

[FuneralCry]

I really wish it's not so difficult to die but anyway I hope that you find freedom from all the suffering.

 

[SVEN]

Be kind to yourself, neither living nor dying is easy for us broken ones.

 

[Dliena]

I hope you can find peace and liberation whether in this life or beyond this rift.