I'd have to leave my room by 10am. So hopefully police arrive before 10am.
Hey.
I'm so sorry it came to this. I really am. If you do go through with it,I wish you all the luck I can. Don't feel ashamed if to back out. If you have doubts,it can always wait for another time. We're here for you either way. Before you take the sn,please be sure you want to go 100%. I saw another post 2 days ago where the guy ended up regretting it. I think he called 911. Rather than having to do that,It would be easier to hold off until you're as ready as can be....I'm not saying you're not,as you rented a hotel room and seem prepared.
If the hotel room has an inner bedroom,you could just put a note on the door telling the maid to alert the police. They won't see anything graphic and it saves you having to do an auto text. Sending an alert could be good though to save the maid any trouble. But if applicable,the note would also work.
Again,we're here for you either way. I hope you find peace and happiness regardless of what comes to be tonight.