Tonight im going to the tracks

[drained999]

Tonight I will lie down on the train tracks, choosing a moment when the station is most likely empty. I feel awful for the driver, yet I can see no other way out. I am not afraid; I only want the end. Death cannot be worse than this existence. I have suffered for almost as long as I can remember. I am ready. So many people take this path each year; perhaps I will at last accomplish something. I no longer care about my family or their claims of being "hurt." Their toxicity has worn me thin, most of all my older sister, one of my brothers, and my father. Let them have the rest of their lives; I hope they find whatever contentment they seek. When death comes, I will meet it calmly, with a small, quiet smile. Thank you to whoever reads this. Bless you, whatever you choose to do with your life.

 

[alstroemeria55]

I wish I was as brave as you. I hope you find peace

 

[GotTheTickets]

You've kept going for 4 years after registering here. I'm proud of you.
Picking train is also BRAVE AF.

 

[darksouls]

I wish you the best, I hope you find relief from suffering

 

[decayingdoll]

i wish you peace.. and i wish to join you soon <3
you are very brave :)

 

[woofwag]

I am wishing you peace and the least amount of pain as possible. I admire your calmness and certainty. I hope you can have a peaceful rest and be free of your troubles <3

 

[Roadrunner]

Best wishes, hope you find the peace you crave.

 

[Alexandra_]

Bon voyage! You are very brave. Your thoughts are very close to my heart

 

[TimetoGo!]

I have stood at the side of railway lines many times and its a scary place to be when they are flying past…….having your body shattered into pieces isn't pleasant at all but I understand your thinking and its definitely a quick way to go

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find freedom from suffering, I wish you the best.

 

[Irisse]

I wish you a peaceful departure.