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Freakazette

Freakazette

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May 18, 2021
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I'm glad *even though this is not the proper term* that I found this website! With you all! ( am sorry If I'm not using english correctly - not my first language )

Okaaay, so I'm not that prepared, even though there are threads here, with the flow rate and the risk of CO2 building up, however I'm taking my chance... Will try beforehand to see if the plastic hood will be filled too fast with psi: 12, I think till 50 psi is far too fast... The main thing that I don't want, at all, is for the bag to break. If it's going to break, than no more inhaling that pure nitrogen...

I'm going to use tape ( ducktape ), and get rid of (almost) all air inside of the bag and I don't know yet if I'm also going to succeed fully exhaling before turning on the Nitrogen - this is rather complicated, since I don't want to get dizzy / faint before making sure the bag is sealed properly around my neck. The fainting/becoming unconscious part is pretty hard for me, though, tried a test, and if my head hurts even just a little bit and I'm AWARE that everything is going to turn "pitch black", into nothingness, it's more than scary, it's like some sort of a different kind of pain *yep, haven't even fainted before*.

I have absolutely no idea if it's going to work, but I do know that I want so baaad to CTB. It has to work! ( another human being succeded with helium, just placing a bag and turning on the tube from the helium tank, and that was it, 4 years ago )

Oh, and more than this not working, I'm afraid of brain damage... ( that's why I don't want to take the risk of the bag breaking in any manner or too soon ). I read that the flow should have been 15 l/min, buuut if I do another test with the flow rate higher, 12 psi or more, it's not about consuming the inert gas as it is about the gas not having a 'place' to stay ( inside the bag , if it breaks ). I saw pictures on the internet, and a few cases were without the bag poped, the rest of dead people had the bag broken. However, they did pull it through, nonetheless. Some say that in less than 5 minutes you're going to die, even faster than that, some that it's going to take longer... A documentary around here said around 1-2 minutes, though

It will be excruciating if I don't pass at least the unconscious part... *read above, since it seemed that I couldn't do it the first time, just testing the losing the consciousness - probably I wasn't breathing how I should and not letting myself go...into that nowhere place* or not dying, ofc = brain damage?!

Sorry that I'm writing about these stuff here, I'm scared of failure as much as I cannot be here anymore - if it makes any sense.

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good luck my friend
 
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I want to end it

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Apr 29, 2018
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How did you get gas for this? I could never get gas because everywhere said they only sold to businesses.
 
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WornOutLife

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Whatever happens, wish you lots of love and peace!!

Hugs,

Matt
 
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Freakazette

May you find the light that was stolen from you.
May 18, 2021
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@I want to end it , I was lucky I guess... I surely was. Even though, I searched for months, more than 6 months...somehow, got in touch with someone who worked at a service. Due to this period ( with coronavirus ), I said that I didn't manage to acquire from anywhere else and that I needed the pure nitrogen for tires. Hope it's pure and didn't get scammed, I will see tomorrow... But, even if it's pure ( 99,999% ), still I have get rid of all the oxygen, all that I can...otherwise I won't succeed, right?

@WornOutLife , thank you kindly! I do hope it's going to work, nothing else should happen besides this - a successful CTB!

Ofc, I'm full of worries and mixed emotions, but most of all am afraid of that moment when I want to do it and, still, I can't... Even this seems painful besides worrying if it's goin' to fail or not ( painful seems the unconsciouss part :ohhhh::'(, I mean )
 
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Freakazette

Freakazette

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May 18, 2021
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I'm postponing ;-;
 
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Freakazette

Freakazette

May you find the light that was stolen from you.
May 18, 2021
215
There is no rush to it. There's always time if and when you're ready.
I just want to succeed... No fail... At least dying should be a success, if living is not... And it seems that even this is far away from success in case something goes wrong! ;-;
 
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lanax09

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Apr 17, 2021
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I hope you have a peaceful passing dude, I'm sorry it had to come to this
 
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Last chance

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Feb 6, 2021
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Youre not taping the bag tightly around your neck are you?
 
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I just want to succeed... No fail... At least dying should be a success, if living is not... And it seems that even this is far away from success in case something goes wrong! ;-;
We all think the same here, We are all more afraid of failure than death itself
 
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If you still consider this method, please reread through the instruction (best to conduct the PPH) again, because there are significant flaws in your setup. You don't seal the bag around your neck airtight because you don't want used CO2 in your bag. Furthermore it's highly advisable to exhale deeply before putting the bag on your head. To set the proper flow (15liters per minute), use a flow meter rather than a usual regulator, and don't turn of the gas
 
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